TW ⚠️:SELF HARM.
Wilbur and Alex had been standing on that balcony for too long.
"Darling, I'll be right back." Wilbur says throwing the cigarette off of the balcony.
"Ok Cãrnio." Alex replied waving his hand, ushering the tall male away.
Wilbur's POV
He can't know about this. It would kill him. I think looking In the mirror then at the blade I held in my hand. I then started to cut, my wrists oozing with the deep red liquid, making me bite the collar of my trench coat in pain, not because of the deep red cuts though, because of my mental state.
"Fuck L'manberg." I said putting the blade in deeper
"Fuck Schlatt." I say again, thrusting the blade in farther, it, actually starting to hurt now.
"F-F-Fu-..." I stared to sob looking at a picture of me , Fundy, Tommy, Tubbo and Eret standing infront of the "potion" van me and tommy had created so SO long ago.
"Soot...? Are-... are you in there?" I hear Alex outside. I don't respond.
"Cãrnio? Hello...? Jesus, Wilbur I'm coming in." I hear the door open, terror struck through my soul.
"Hey, are you Oka-'
He saw it.
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
FUCK
FUCK.
"Soot... I- *Sigh* come here." He looks at me, tears filling his eyes as he looks from me to my wrists. I embrace him In my arms, cherishing the moment that somebody actually cared about me.
"You need to stop. It's not only killing you but... it's killing me. And you MAY not care about your self, but I know you care about me. So stop, p-plea-se wi-ilbur." He says to me, starting to cry into my chest, making me cry aswell.
"I'm sorry." I say.
"No." Alex says to me
"W-what?" I say.
"No. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you. If I was there nothing would be sad and you would have never blown up L'manberg. And-" I cut him off.
"Alex. You're spiralling." I say.
"I'm sorry."
"Me too."
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DSMP oneshots (some ships)
Fiksi PenggemarWarning ⚠️ Sapnap x Karl Dream x George Quackity x Wilbur ( I don't ship this one but a friend recommended it) If you don't like any of these there is no point in reading this. Bye :3
