Emotionless sonic (sonadow?)

Fear

!WARNING!
This chapter contains self-harm, if you do not like that then please, don't read the words after 'fear' you can skip the rest of the words if you want to continue reading AFTER the self harm, there is still more after that.
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3rd person pov
"So....a different...world?" A silver hedgehog appeared
"SILVER?!"
"Just answer my question" silver asked facepalming
"Exactly.." the mysterious hedgehog replied with

"Don't worry guys, your friend will wake up most likely! I'm sure of it!" The hedgehog added

Sonics pov
I was just sitting in a corner thinking....thinking...until the same rabbit appeared, with a.. smile on her muzzle. In which I can't do, but it's just a little machine causing that.
"Hi! I saw you looking a bit down over here, do you have a question sir?"
"How long have you been here?"
"Hm... 5 days! I'll be leaving in 2, I'll really miss all of you though.." she responded, looking around having a frown on her face

I don't really care. None of this, I don't feel anything towards all of this, which must be because of the dumb machine. Stupid eggman, if I had emotions bet he'd be dead by now. (Note: sonic got into a comma, so he doesn't know that eggman died)
The girl quickly walks away going up to someone.

I decided to get up and tour around the hallway.

1 week later

It was time I go now, but I had the urge to die. I went to ask people '1' or '2' when I got my answer, I was going to wake up. I waved goodbye to everyone, which all had a smile, but I had a dull face. I quickly went to my room and closed the door, I saw my own unconscious body right there.

I didn't know what to do, when I tried going out I was sucked into my body.

Shadow pov
We watched as faker woke up, I was happy when he woke..I want to apologize to him...

Everyone ran up to faker as I was leaning on the wall. I flinched when I heard my name, "Shadow, don't you care for him!" The pink bitch asked

"I don't care one bit" I said bitterly, still keeping my act up. I actually did care for that faker, I just didn't want to show it, I don't want to be considered weak.
Everyone was chatting with faker and hugging him, while I was just watching while on the wall. I was getting bored so I just walked out.

Sonic pov
As I woke up, I noticed that everyone was talking with me, they were also hugging me, I didn't know what to do so I just asked tails if we could go home.

Tails' house

As we were entering his house, I quickly ran to my room, shutting the door and locking it. Tails got worried but didn't bother me, he knew I needed to be alone..

As he walked into his workshop, as I thought, I went down to the kitchen, making sure not to make any noise.
As I finally got to the kitchen, I took a knife and ran straight back to my room, I shut the door and went into my bathroom.
💭I just want to feel something..💭
I put the knife down, looked for some bandages, slid my gloves down an inch and...

Tried cutting. I couldn't though.. I was shaking, when I realized I felt something.. something I haven't felt in a while..

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I shud it off and,

Slash

..

Slash

...

Slash

Some deep, some small, some long

Ssssslash

Slash

Slsh

Ssssslash

...

Drop

...

Drop

My plan worked..

I started to bleed a lot, blood was all in the sink and the floor, some was on the wall as well, but I felt dizzy..

It then went dark.

SLAM

Tails pov
I was finishing the final details on the tornado when...

SLAM

"WHAT WAS THAT?!" My thought was being yelled, 💭wait, that's coming from sonics room!💭

I quickly flew to his room and swung the door open, I saw the bathroom door closed and I quickly rushed to it and yanked the door open.

But I saw... sonic on the floor, with a knife covered in blood.. I gasped.
It was too much for me to see, but I saw a quill, with some color, blue..

I went to help him up on his bed, bandaged him up, then went back to my workshop.
I quickly went on my computer and searched for reasons why one of his quills had color, I thought he was emotionless!

Quill getting color while being emotionless
*0 results found*

Getting color back while emotionless
*5 websites found*

I quickly pressed one of the websites when I saw there were 5 websites, I quickly read through

Being emotionless is very rare, but there are some people that are emotionless, studies say that if you get some color back, that patient has gained one of many emotions. Whatever they did, they made a rare incident happen!

💭woah..💭
I couldn't believe it! Sonic, finally gained an emotion! I wonder what the emotion is.

Shadows pov
I was scrolling through channels, bored as fuck, when the stupid bat called me.

"Handsome! You won't believe it! Sonic gained an emotion!"

"Oh my chaos, what is it?!"

"I don't know, but it might be fear since tails found him in his bathroom covered in blood with a knife in his hand"

I immediately dropped my communicator when I heard that...

What the hell faker?! What the fuck were you thinking?!

"Hun, are you okay? What in chaos was that sound?"

"I'm fine, I'll talk to you later"
I hung up before she could say a word..

Wait, out of all of the other emotions, why fear?..

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Finally done with this chapter! It took like a week! But I hope you enjoyed.