I had walked to the cabinet and gotten the bottle of aspirin and took out five and ten, twelve, fifth teen, twenty, twenty five. Then I had gotten water and gulped them down. After that I got in the shower and vomited then got out. Put on shorts and a shirt and laid down on the couch then got really dizzy. I tried to keep my eye lids open but did not succeed. I feel into a drowsy sleep in and out that's how I went. Around 3:00 p.m I got up but still drowsy my sisters had gotten home when I broke and told an internet friend so she told my oldest sister to get to a hospital now. I begged and pleaded for her not to. She pounded on the door and woke my father up and he called the hospital after integrated me. They said to bring me down there. Long story short I ended up in a mental hospital for a week the doctor increased me meds and gave me a suicide hotline which I just thrown away. It seems like I'll be like this for a while.
