sleeping with the enemy || wangxian

POV Wei Ying

"During this crucial moment, why are you thinking about me? Can it be as important as your leg? Endure it a little." He said, trying to build a band aid for my hurt leg, since it continued to bleed.
"Hold on.", Wei Wuxian grabbed his chest, his hand pulling out a small bag out of fabric from a pocket, "I've forgotten all about this.", he opened it, "I only have this much left?" I was close to screaming now. My leg was hurting horribly, and I was struggling to continue sitting and not lying down.
"This is the magical medicine Wen Ning gave me for internal injuries. Oh no, I specifically left it for.. Whatever. It's better than nothing." He mumbled, adding: "Here Lan Zhan."
I didn't look at him. Rather trying to concentrate on my breathing, so I wouldn't end up hyperventilating at some point. But Wei Wuxian suddenly got up, saying: "Come on, take it off."
"Take what off?" I asked him, feeling myself tense up when I watched him unbuckling his belt.
"What else could we take off? Take off your clothes.", he threw it onto the ground, "Your clothes are all wet from staying in the pool for so long." It was hard to keep staring into his eyes with him undressing himself right in front of me.
"Aren't you uncomfortable? Take it off, I'll dry it for you. Quickly, take it off." I didn't move, rather turning away from him. "Not going to? I'll help you." He said, crouching down and grabbing my robe and trying to undo it.
I pushed his hands away, looking at him and this insanely good-looking red robe he wore. "Wei Ying, what are you doing?" I asked him, the panic in my voice was clearly audible.
He smiled at me when answering: "What? Taking your clothes off." I pushed him away again, as soon as his hands were about to lay onto my body. He could not do this. I couldn't even look into his eyes without feeling things, how should I do it when he was barely wearing anything? His chest was visible even underneath that one layer of fabric, I was able to trace every single muscle he had. Hell, he looked good in that color.
"Not going to do it? If you don't, then I'll take mine off." Wei Wuxian said, standing up and grabbing his robe, undoing it. I coughed out blood as soon as I watched him.
He knelt down to me again as soon as I stopped coughing, catching one drop of blood from falling onto my perfectly white robe with his hand. I stared at him, as he said: "Alright, alright. It's good that you threw up the clotted blood."
Adding: "Do you feel better now?"
I nodded, mumbling a "Thanks".
"Never mind. I'm the type of person who is most afraid of others thanking me. Especially your type of dead serious gratitude. Makes me panic."

He made a fire. Treating my wounds with herbs that Wen Ning gave him, Wei Wuxian said: "Endure it for a bit." I grabbed his hand as he was about to touch me again, so he added: "What's wrong? It hurts? Just need to endure a little more, alright?"
"Don't touch me anymore, Wei Ying." I said, staring into his eyes.
He giggled nervously. "Why so?"
Leaning my head against the stone wall behind me, I said: "I.. I need to calm down for a while."
"Huh? Did I do something that upset you?"
"No.", I mumbled, "I need to think of something disgusting."
"Disgusting?"
"Yes. Disgusting. To calm down." Suddenly, Wei Wuxian started to laugh. Loudly, almost like he wasn't planning on stopping soon. Between laughter, he managed to ask: "You got hard?"
I could almost feel myself blushing, only for him to tease me even further: "Did you really just blush? The great Lan Wangji blushed?" I stayed silent. Well, what else should I have done? There wasn't anything that I could've said that would've helped making it less uncomfortable.
"Alright, alright. I'll give you a moment. To.. handle yourself. Call me when you're done." He was about to get up, but I grabbed his wrist. Looking up at him, I said: "I've never done this."
"What?", he sat back down, "You've never-" Wei Ying gestured some up and down motions with his right hand. I shook my head, mumbling: "I don't know what to do. I've never had this condition."
"You must've had an erection before."
"I have."
"What'd you do then?"
"Shower under cold water thinking about something disgusting."
"Well, you can think of something disgusting if you want, but you're sure as hell not going into that cold water again. You need to stay warm, not the opposite."
"I can't. I've tried it for the last few minutes. It doesn't work."
"I mean-" I cut Wei Ying off: "Can you help me?"
"Help with what exactly?"
Gesturing at my crotch, I mumbled: "That."
"If I'm understanding you correctly, you want me to help you get off? Even though you've never done this before?"
"Yes. This is starting to hurt. Please." My voice was barely a whisper now.
"You're sure?" I nodded, only for him to add: "Well, we need to set some boundaries then. Where can I touch you?"
"Anywhere you need to touch me to do this."
"I don't need to touch you anywhere else than down there."
"Okay. Anything else?"
"No. Do you want me to tell you what I'm going to do?"
"Yes." Wei Ying nodded at my response, before getting up and positioning himself between my legs: "I'm going to lift up your robe now, is that alright with you?" As soon as I nodded, his hands were on me. Doing just as he instructed, he stared into my eyes the whole time. "I'll pull your pants down, Lan Zhan."
Hell, it was cold. I helped him by slightly holding my body up as he took my pants off, only for Wei Ying to scold me and say: "Don't. Your leg is hurt, you shouldn't put too much pressure on it for now."
Then, he asked: "You've never touched yourself down there?" Shaking my head once again, he added: "You really want me to be the first, then?"
My dick was aching now. "I do. It's starting to hurt. I can't stand it any longer."
"Alright. I'll touch you, then." In the same moment, his warm fingers wrapped around my cock, and I gasped. "Oh god, what-", I moaned as Wei Ying's hand started to go up and down, twisting at the top and spreading some fluid that was leaking out of it, "Ah!"
"How does it feel, Lan Zhan?" Wei Wuxian asked me, I felt him staring at me while I couldn't but follow his hands' motions on my dick.
"So good. Please don't stop."
"I won't, I won't." He looked so good. His black hair laying on his shoulders so perfectly, his eyes watching every move I make so carefully. He laid down on the ground now, only to stick his head between my legs and place soft kisses onto my thighs, asking me: "Do you want me to continue doing that?"
I mumbled a "Yeah", just before his hand sped up, making me whine quietly. Taking my hand into my mouth and trying to quiet myself with it, Wei Ying said: "Don't keep those sounds to yourself. Let me hear them, Lan Zhan."
"Fine." I whispered under my breath, removing my hand again and tensing up as soon as I felt his lips on my skin, pressing my legs together since he continued to move his hands on my cock, making me moan even more.
"You like that, huh?" Wei Ying mumbled, looking up to me. "Do you want me to mark you up?"
"W-What?" I tried to say, my breath shaking.
"Do you want me to leave hickeys? To remember this night for a while?"
"Yes."
"I guess it doesn't matter where, right? Nobody will see them except you?"
"Nobody e-except me." As soon as those words left my mouth, his lips got back to kissing my thigh, starting to suck on the skin underneath them. His right hand kept stroking my dick, up and down, again and again. His motions started to get irregular now, making it even more exiting than it already was.
I watched Wei Ying's left hand travel down his own body, finding his crotch and starting to massage it through the red robe he was still wearing. "Are you hard, too?" I asked him.
He looked up at me, his mouth open and his breath hitched. "Yeah."
"Do you want to fuck me?"
Wei Ying seemed taken aback at my words: "You're offering me to take the whole of you?"
"If you want me."
"I do want you."
"But?"
"I have no oil here. Besides, are you really sure that you want me to take your virginity, too?"
"I am."
"We can't. Not in here. As much as I crave you, it'll hurt too much."
"As soon as we're out of here, I need you to visit my dorm."
"Yes. Yes, I will come by. With everything we will need."
"Good. Now undress yourself and come closer."
"You're getting more bold now. I like that." I wasn't able to hold back a smile at his words, as I watched him get up and open the upper two buttons on his chest, debating whether to keep his robe on or toss it. "Leave it on. You'll freeze." I said.
"Don't use that to distract me from the fact that you smiled at me."
"I don't."
"Yeah, of course." Wei Ying teased, a wide grin on his face. Then he sat back down again, right in front of me. I said: "I need you closer to me."
"Is it alright for your leg if I sit down on your lap?"
"I guess you'll have to try it." He did, asking me: "How are you feeling?"
"Fine." The pain in my leg was long forgotten. If it was actually the herbs or rather the sex, I didn't care.
"Have you ever kissed somebody?"
"On the cheek. Never on the lips, though."
"Can I kiss you?"
"Would that mean you're my lover now?"
"If you want it to mean that, yes."
"I do." Wei Ying nodded at my response. I noticed his face coming closer and closer, so I closed my eyes and waited for his lips to touch mine. But instead, he stopped and mumbled: "Kiss me, Lan Zhan."
I did. Slowly approaching his face further and further until we were close enough that I could press my lips onto his. I felt him returning the kiss, but I pulled back: "What do I need to do now?"
"Open your mouth a bit when we're kissing. If you want to, you can use your tongue too. Don't shove it into my mouth, though. Just slightly. Meanwhile, I'll grab your dick and do the same as before. Except that I'll do the same with my dick too. I can do it either separately with two hands, or both with one hand. What do you want me to do, Lan Zhan?"
"Both with one hand."
"Alright. If you want to touch me too, you can." I nodded, closing my eyes and waiting for him to kiss me again. This time, he did. At first he was slow, his mouth closed. As I noticed him exposing his hard dick and felt him touching me again, I couldn't but let out a deep moan. Wei Ying used that to kiss me deeper, opening his mouth too and licking on my lips. His hands wrapped around both of our cocks, he started to buck his hips desperately.
I pulled back, only to mumble: "I'm getting c-close."
"G-Good.", Wei Ying whispered breathlessly, "So am I, Lan Zhan." Then, he added: "Can I kiss your neck?" I nodded, so he did. His lips started to suck on the skin underneath them, most likely leaving even more hickeys. "Oh god.." I moaned loudly, feeling myself shiver, my high approaching closer and closer. "I need to- I can't anymore-"
Wei Ying's hand sped up even further, and that was when I felt like I tripped over a rope. I felt the hot semen on the tip of my dick, but he didn't stop yet. Rather spreading it all over our cocks, guiding me through my orgasm.
My body rippled with overstimulation, Wei Ying not seeming to stop. He did though, a few seconds later, as I felt him spurting out his semen too, mixing it with mine as he spread it.
It took him a while until he said: "How are you feeling, Lan Zhan?" His voice was a bit hoarse, his breath still shuddering. "Did you like it?"
"I did, Wei Ying."
"Oh god, I totally forgot about your leg. How does it fee-" I grabbed his face and cut him off with a kiss, before pulling away again and looking at him: "Get dressed first."
"There's no one down here but us.", Wei Ying said, "And that monster in there."
"Still. I can't stand the thought of anybody else seeing you like this." He looked like out of a dirty dream. His hair was messy (unlike every other time I'd seen him), his lips kiss-swollen, his red robe unbuttoned just so his chest was exposed. Not even talking about the white stains on the fabric near his lower abdomen or the way his cock was still visible.
"Are you jealous?"
"Is there a reason for me to be?"
"I don't have a lover, if that's what you want to ask."
"Good." I grabbed his robe and buttoned it up again.

A while later - after Wei Ying cleaned both of us - we were sitting at the fireplace. His head was leaning on my shoulder, his hand in mine. "Why'd you do it? Why didn't you just show me how to.. do this alone?" I asked him, breaking our silence.
"Why would I have missed this opportunity?"
"Do you not-miss this opportunity with other people too?" Now Wei Ying's head raised, and I could feel him looking at me. Turning my head, he said: "No. I wanted to do this with you only."
"How come you're so experienced, then?"
"I didn't say I've never been with anyone before."
"Men?"
"I've slept with both genders, if that's what you want to know." I sighed and kept quiet, so he continued: "That doesn't mean that I haven't been wanting to do this with you since months."
"You have?"
Wei Ying nodded: "I really like you, Lan Zhan."
"But I've been so cold to you."
"I still fell for you."
I took his hand tighter. "I might have, too."