I am so numb so even when I bleed it feels like nothing.
Only I know the different which each smile.
I always felt pain, I just didn't know when it was mine...
Their pain is mine, but my pain is only mine.
It too much
I feel like I am drowning, and I do not know if that is my pain or my friend.
I felt everything and now I felt nothing.
I feel free
Sometimes I wish people would feel my pain as I have their.
Enough, please just let me rest.
Let me free of this hell
And I continue to skill even if I felt like I should jump
I take and take all of your pain and yet no one takes mine.
Now I understand the world is not perfect.
There is no light for people when they find happiness in the darkness.
I should learn to let people go
I have experienced everything. Every pain, death, joy, rage, Everything.
It hurt so much but no one need to know that
I cannot remember the last time I genuinely smile
I lived a thousand lives, felt each of their individual pain, and yet never saw a happy ending.
I can not tell if I am even real.
I will never be in my body and feel my own pain.
It my pain or it is someone else.
If I die will someone else take my place? Or will I haunt this world to take and take each and single pain.
At this point it hurt without even hurting
Somewhere between now and then, I stop caring.
I was the house of many but was not for my own self.
Sometimes you take what not your
Pain is all I feel.
I am numb from everything. It that a good thing?
