Oneshots of The Squad Inspired by Songs

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Try to guess the song before the story is over and comment your answer. I am doing this thing where I will put lines to separate paragraphs so if there is a line surrounding a paragraph I just put the paragraph there to make the story make sense but its not apart of the song so to guess the song just pretend that the paragraph that's in the lines ain't there.

Luca:

 I was sitting on the couch and glanced over at my brother, Levi. I was watching him reading. He had his head low. Levi randomly took a deep breathe and closed his eyes before he glared at me, annoyed. I moved my focus to the floor. Levi doesn't know that I notice everything he does it doesn't do. He is like a father figure to me but, Levi doesn't seem to notice or care. He's so much older than me and wiser than me. All I do is just wait and watch him like I'm just a kid.

Time Skip: Couple Days Later

Luca:

 I had an assignment for art in school and I decided to make a drawing of me and Levi. I used the best colors I had and made sure it looked nice. I showed him while we were eating dinner. I laid the table with a ton of fancy shit so it would be special. Levi looked at the painting and made no expression, he just tolerated it. I looked down at the food so he wouldn't notice the tears that began forming in my eyes. Does he hate me? Is it all in my head? Why doesn't Levi just tell me. Did I get something wrong about him? I know that he should care and love me aswell, but Levi just tolerates me.

Time Skip: A Few Months Later

Luca:

 Levi got a job! I was so proud of him. I greeted him at the door with the biggest smile ever. Instead of hugging me back though, Levi just pushed me away. I tried to make myself believe that Levi's indiscretions were just good fun. I had made dinner while he was gone and brought him over to the kitchen. When we were done I expected him to maybe help with the chores or at least tell me about him day but Levi just went upstairs. I washed the dishes taking my time with each one just so I had more time to think. I washed them until they gleam and glisten. I just stood there thinking, Levi's so much older and wiser than me. I just wait behind him like I'm just a kid. I remembered a few months ago when I made that painting of us. I used the best colors I could and I decorated the table and Levi just tolerated it.

Time Skip: That Night

Luca:

 I was laying on my bed thinking, the same questions repeating. Does he hate me? Is it all in my head? Why doesn't Levi just tell me. Did I get something wrong about him? I know that he should care and love me aswell, but Levi just tolerates me. While he was out making friends and having fun where was I? Where's the brother that would protect me? I made Levi my everything, I cared about him so much. Now I'm just begging that he won't forget and I can be apart of his life. I'm always taking up to much of his time or space. He always assumes I'm fine and don't need him, but I do. What would Levi do if I break free and leave us in ruins, took the dagger in me and removed it, or gain Levi's love and then lose it? Believe me, I could do it. Does he hate me? Is it all in my head? Why doesn't Levi just tell me. Did I get something wrong about him? I know that he should care and love me aswell, but Levi just tolerates me. I always just sit and watch my brother, Levi.