*Hello readers this is my story. I am keeping it real .Hope you guys enjoy it! Kindly refrain from negative comments*
It's been a week since I have been down with the flu. Today being a sunday after finishing one full course of medicine , I got my blood work done today and got a shot as well. I don't know what the results are going to be but I will get them tomorrow.
Living alone in a tiny room with bare necessities , hard enough as it is the past few months have just been so stressful. Work is a roller coaster ride giving me little or no space for any work life balance. I skip breakfast nearly everyday ,drink just enough water to keep me going and stress eat more than I can keep count.
The only thing keeping me sane has been praying to God. Spending time in his Holy presence , reciting the rosary or just listening to worship music . It somehow calms my heart and lifts my spirits . Gods my safe place.
Sometimes I feel like no one understands me , I feel deeply ,suffer from constant depression and anxiety and have a different relationship with God .
It's been hellish but I am holding on to hope. I am holding on to the name of Jesus. I am holding on to the words of the Bible.
I say a few hail Marys and try to fall asleep again.
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SpiritualStory of my life with real life experiences and struggles . Diary of my thoughts, feelings and day to day happenings . The struggle of being catholic, holding on to faith , and staying sane.