To hot to handle [ON HOLD]

Chapter 2

The first chapter is on my profile sorry..
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I felt tears pooling in my eyes, "oh my god...Damian...is...here" I choked out. It was no secret to the pack that Damian and I had history, history I would like to erase, but it was there. That faithful day when he had brutally ripped out my heart, and walked away without an explanation had in fact happened, it has been four years since, but I haven't fully healed yet, the thought of seeing him again and reliving that pain, made the scar over my heart bleed.

I clutched my chest and dropped to my knees, I made sure I was in the safety of my room before I broke down. I started sobbing hysterically, then I started laughing maniacally.

Then sobbing

Then laughing

Then sobbing

I felt like I was losing my mind. I clutched my head, then a rage took over me.

" NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! I'VE WORKED TOO HARD TO GET WHERE I AM!!" I screamed, " I am too strong and too powerful to let him have his way with me again!" I yelled again " he won't affect me any more! HE DOESN'T DESERVE MY TEARS!!!" I said, then roughly scrubbed at my tear streaked cheeks until the were red and sore.

He wasn't going to get to me, I would remain completely neutral at the dinner tonight. If I had my way I would dress completely atrocious, but that would be disrespectful to the alpha and Luna.

I chose to wear a knee length black dress, that complimented my curves, and gave attention to my silky smooth calves. I neatly twisted my hair and clipped it to the top of my head, to give myself a look of confidence I wore strappy black heels. I looked over myself in the mirror, then decided lip balm alone wasn't enough, I skilfully gave myself a Smokey eye makeup and added a little blush, them painted my lips a bloody red lip gloss.

Now if I say so myself I looked hot.

I heard a wolf whistle behind me and looked back to see, my brother standing by the door looking me over, I felt disgusted and annoyed.

"What do you want Ashton?!" I asked him.

"Mom says come downstairs it's time to go" he said, reading that I probably wasn't in the mood to see Damian, his eyes held pity in them. That's why I wasn't receiving the usual amount of teasing, my brother and I were close, he helped get back up on my feet after Damien left.

I shot him a smile, " I'm fine" I said.

He nodded in understanding, but he didn't look completely convinced,he opened his mouth to say something, " I'll be down in a sec" I said dismissing the subject, he gave me another look and went downstairs.

I sighed... I know I'll be fine.

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When we got to the pack house, it was a packed house, literally, many people were there, everyone in our pack was there and trust me that's a lot... how everyone managed to fit inside the house amazed me.

"Hello pack members!!" A loud powerful voice commanded everyone's attention, we all looked up on the high balcony and saw alpha Tyrone and Luna Claire standing side by side smiling down at us warmly.

"We have held this gathering to welcome back my son and your soon to be alpha"

Tick-tock

Tick-tock

Tick- tick

The second were agonising, just get it over with..

" Damian!!!"

My gut wrenched as I saw him walk out from behind the double doors behind his parents, he looked absolutely godly, his wavy dark brown hair had grown longer and strands of hair fell across his brow, his beautiful light green eyes were just as I remembered, he had gotten more muscular and his muscled bulged out through his t-shirt his face looked more mature and handsome than the boyish looks I remembered...yep he was a man now.

Just then I caught a whiff of the sweetest thing I have ever smelt in my life, it smelt like chocolate and coffee their was also a woodsy and manly smell present, nymph was going crazy.

I smiled front ear to ear, that could only mean one thing
Mate mate where is mate? Nymph said " I don't know but I'll find him" I told her

Just then the scent washed over me again... I looked up and I was staring into the light green eyes of Damien Silver.

I felt my stomach sink,

My smile dropped

I turned on my heels

And bolted towards the door

This was not happening to me.

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I realise that I probably should have written a note in the first chapter...
Please forgive me this is my first book on watt pad and I really didn't understand the concept yet. I hope you enjoy my story.
Let's find out about this history with Victoria and Damien in the next chapter okay.
Bye
Rhasheeda :D
Ps. Because i did shit, chapter 1 is on my profile forgive me.