One Last Time

001

Amelia POV

me and dean had ended it all.
we were still neutral of course, but i still had so much love for him and it hurt too much.
it had been 3 months since we broke it off and we both decided to let the public know , on twitter (bc where else would we tell everyone 😭)

my tweet said :

hello chat , viewers and supporters , if y'all haven't caught on yet me and dean are no longer together. the reason being we both live in separate countries, and long distance is hard when u have personal problems yourself and i overthink sm so it was bound to not work out, i loved him so much and still have so much love for him , we are on neutral terms and there is no 'beef' between me and him or between me and any of the AMP members. he has treated me so well he's such a genuine human being , the rest of the AMP have been like family to me and i'll never forget them , ever. also do not send any sort of hate towards agent bc you will be blocked instantly, thank you for all the love and support , hopefully me and agents paths will cross again and if not i'll see him the next life time , i'm so sorry if i've ever hurt u in any way , thank you for everything, i wish you the best.

and the tweet was up.

shortly after he also tweeted something which said :

hello , if you haven't already seen digital s tweet , yes it's true me and her are no longer together. the past 5 and half months have been the best , i'm gonna miss her so much and she'll always have a safe spot in my heart. she never hurt me in anyway she's always been so good to me,i'm sorry it ended this way , i hate to see it end i'm just glad she doesn't hate me and that there is no bad blood , do not send any hate towards her bc you'll get blocked bc i won't tolerate it. this girl meant sm to me and she still does idk how i'm gonna get over her i probably never will , thank you for all the support, i wish her the best.

tears rolled down my face while reading his tweet. why did it have to end like this , ffs.

i'm gonna miss him.
so.
fucking.
much.

i just led in my bed crying into my pillow just wanting to cry my life away while listening to music with my phone on DND as i drifted to sleep , bc there was nothing else that i wanted to do.

when i woke up i looked at the time

13:09

how i sleep for ten hours ? jeez. i take my phone off of DND and messages start to flood my phone.

messages from :

'LEI 💗💗' x25

'Dean' x3

'KAYYY❤️‍🩹' x19

'chunkzzz' x5

'TRIANGLE' x2

omd.
all these messages yet one stood out to me.
Dean.

i click on his notification to see what it says.

i hope your doing okay.

if you ever loose everything, you can always come back to me i promise i'll always be here.

wish you the best tho.

fuck this man , i'm gonna loose my mind.

i respond saying

thank you , this means a lot , icl i cannot stop crying , thank you for everything ❤️‍🩹

after that i just put my phone down and went back to sleep.

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so that's chapter 001 😭‼️
tyty for reading hope ur enjoying it so far
sorry it's a bit short xx
stay safe , tmr meant tk be national r@pe day so everyone stay safe and i hope non of you get touched and if u do i'm so so so sorry and if u have been in the past i'm so so so sorry that happened to you , i hope you recover safely i love you ❤️‍🩹

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