Pathetic

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A short last minute one!

As you laid there with Stu's warm touch that gave you comfort, you felt as if someone was watching the two of you. Though you were in comfort the feeling gave you the chills down your spine.

You then saw a glimpse of a white 'father death' mask which is now known as Ghostface. It bothered you that you didn't know who or what was outside, you shrugged it off telling yourself that 'you were just paranoid' or you were just hallucinating. As you thought about it trying to ignore it Stu nudged you side gently and asked if your were ok because your entire body was cold almost like a dead person but not quite. You haven't realized that but when he told you that it almost felt like you took a ice bath but with no water nor ice, just a very cold sensation.

While laying there you heard the calming rain hit the roof and window. You tried your best to ignore the window just incase something was waiting there for you to look at them, a image popped in your head, it almost looked like Stu standing next to Billy both of them cover in blood Billy holding a knife with a weird grin of his face.

In your head you repeated 'pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic'   over and over again until you had enough and forced yourself to sleep. It felt like sleep was endless till you awaken because you felt like you were falling mid air you woke up in a daze and cold sweat, you felt like you were going to cry but hold back your tears. You look at your clock to see that it was 12:00 in the morning and you smelt sweet pancakes and bacon, why does Stu always cook for the both of you you thought while walking into the kitchen. You smile at the sight of him wearing a apron and rolled up sleeves he looked like a mom specifically a mom of five kids.

You ate a pancake before going on a walk alone before Stu caught up to you.

"Hey were ya going, and why without me?" he asked with a pout "just on a walk since it was a nice rainy evening, I thought you never liked going on walks" "well it depends why the reason the walk is for but other then that I somewhat like walks" "alright" 

The both of you end up walking to a coffee shop not to get coffee but pastries or something like a drink.

On your walk back everything felt wrong, the streets looked different, more empty, it felt unreal till pain shot threw your side as you see the love of your life stab you over and over again as you fell to your knees then lay there on your back and just  bleed out while tears run down your face.

Then you woke up, shaking, sweating, hot flashes, tears now falling from your eyes, fear running threw your veins making your head hurt. You threw yourself back down out of frustration, now sobbing for some reason, it felt like you were actually stabbed, everything scared you and you still felt like something was wrong almost as if it still was a dream but it wasn't. Things happened to fast for your brain to process.

For some reason you couldn't stop crying, the pain of the headache made it worse. As you laid there you went to wipe some of the tears from your cheeks and end up punching yourself in the face by accident and made your nose bleed which made you more eradiated and started crying even more, you didn't care if there was blood almost everywhere you only wanted things to stop.

Everything was either spinning, hurting, or felt like it was on fire

Your skin was stained with your own blood, it looked like you murdered something.

Eventually you made yourself calm down even though your head was pounding, tears and blood stained your face, arms, and hands. You looked at yourself in the mirror, you were a mess and you need a shower to wash all the blood, sweat, and tears of your clothes. You looked at the blood on you and your bed felt a little light headed, you lost a lot of blood or that's what it looked like.

Your eyes burned when you closed then you were still wondering why you started crying in the first place but whatever the reason was you were just tired and mad at yourself because now you half to clean a huge mess.

You realized you actually had a new stab wound next to the scar on your back and you started to panic, you didn't know what to do, it was a flight, fight, or freeze moment and your body chose freeze.

You started to feel more light headed so you walked back to your bed and right as you were about to sit down you passed out a fell to the floor.    

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