Chapter 1: Be Careful What You Say

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I got awoken by my alarm clock telling me to get ready for school. Thank god this is the last day! Hopefully my mom lets me go to Italy with my best friend Abrielle! I got out of bed, showered, and picked out my outfit. I wore jean shorts, a loose white tanktop ontop of a red bandeau, with my red vans. I put a little bit of makeup on because I will probably cry. Then I straightened my long brown hair. When I got down stairs my mom was up making coffee as usual.

"Good morning love come give your mum a hug" she said in her English accent. My mom grew up in England. But when she met my dad and gave birth to me she moved here to New York, my moms name is Mae Stine.

"Good morning" I said giving my mom a hug. All of a sudden Abrielle my best friend whos more like a sister. We have know each other for 12 years now.

"Brie has arrived hold you applause!" She said while walking in bowing. Then she hugged me and my mom. She has a really hard home life, this is like her second home. She calls my mom 'mama mae'.

"Come on lets go before we are late." I yelled grabbing my bag, cell phone, and car keys.

"Love you girls, drive carefully Bells!" My mom yelled while watching me walk out the door.

"Love you too!" we yelled in unison.

"Did you ask if you could go to Italy yet?" Brie asked while applying eyeliner in the mirror.

"No...." i replied awkwardly.

"Come on Bella we have been saving up for this trip since the 5th grade! You have to ask tonight!" Brie said sounding kind of annoyed.

"I know i'll do it after school."

Then all of a sudden 'Live While Were Young' by One Direction came on the radio.

"Oh turn it up I LOVE this song!" Brie shrieked while turning it to max volume.

"Ugh, why so loud, you know I don't like One Direction!" i yelled while turning the volume down.

"Yeah right that's why you have a poster of them on the inside of your closet door! Yeah thats right your can't hide from me!" Brie was right, I did have a poster of them but I only like a few of their songs. But they are cute especially Harry and Zayn.

"Okay, were here."

"Thanks for stating the obvious Brie" i said sarcastically.

"Your welcome babes!" she said smiling like an idiot.

***********AFTER SCHOOL*************

Brie and I walked in and went straight to my bedroom. Before we were going to ask my mom if i could go to Italy i had to make sure all the money was there. We counted checks, cash, coins, gift cards. All saved up from the last 6 years from Christmas, birthday presents, chore money, and selling stuff.

"All of its here. All 6 thousand." Brie said dramatically while looking up.

'Okay i'll do it, I'll ask" I am so nervous my heart is about to burst out of my chest.

"Girls suppers re-" she paused when she saw us.

"Oh your already here."

"Mom i need to ask you something..." I waited for a response.

"What is the question dear?" She said anxiously.

"Okayum... Me and Brie want ed to know if we could go to italy because we have beensavvingupandnowwehaveenough" I took a big breath in.

"Whoa slow down you and Brie want to go to Italy all by yourselves.?"

"Yes all i need is you permission, please mom."

"Bella dear there is so much danger out in the world you can't go I'm sorry."

"Mom you can't keep me safe from everything in the world!" I said speaking louder.

"Isabella it's to dangerous! I said no!" i never heard her sound so angry before.

"I hate you!" As soon that came out of my mouth i regreted it. I wanted to go anf take it back but it was to late. My mother started crying hysterically, and so did I. Brie tried to comfort my mom. I could see the anger towards me in her face.

"I have to agree with that about you to . Goodbye Bella I'm late for work." Not even an i love you.

"Mom please I didn't mean it! I Love y-" she slammed the door in my face and got in her car.

"Why the hell would you say that Bella? This is not like you! What the fuck possessed you to say that?"Brie yelled so loud almost bursting my ear drum.

She was right this wasn't like me. I hate myself right now.

"I di-didn- didn't mean to s- say it." I couldn't even talk, I didn't mean it. Me and Brie just sat in my room laying in my bed until we feel asleep.

******7AM THE NEXT DAY******

I could hear my phone vibrating from my dresser. I had 11 missed calls,8 voice-mails, and 5 texts. I opened one of the text messages. It was from my moms friend.

Unknown Number: 5:30 AM: Isabella this is Marie you have to pick up, your mothers been in an accident shes at the hospital shes not doing very well!

My heart dropped. I dropped to my knees I couldn't say anything I was in shock. Then I screamed, and cried. Brie woke up, she read the text. She looked shocked. There was a knock on the door. I got up still crying and opened the door.

"Isabella Stine?" A woman not younger than 30 standing there looking horrified.

"Ye- yes" I sniffled.

"I'm Barbara, I worked with your mother I'm so very sorry to tell you she was in a fatal accident last night. She did not make it. I'm sorry for your loss." I fell to the floor the woman hugged me. The only thing that i thought of was,me saying i hated her and, her saying she hated me. At this point I hated myself too.

***********Authors NOTE PLEASE READ**************

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One Direction will be in the next chapter this is just setting the scene for the rest of the book. Please leave comments and vote my next update is tomorrow !

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