Her Kings

11

Durani

Did he really just say he loves me? That they love me? The idea of them loving me is one that I didn't want to let invade my mind, it was one I thought would be a dream.

Four days is how long ive known them, twentyfour hours is the amount of time i've had to actually be around them, and and hour is how long it took for me to almost lose them.

"Wh what did" they can't love me, nobody loves me. Okay yes I know that the whole self hate is depressing but its the truth when it comes to me. I mean we just met and it was a fucked up start, how can they want me I'm damaged. broken, worthless, shit my own mother fucking tried to kill me.

Dante comes and sits on the foot of my hospital bed and starts rubs my left leg in a soothing manner, when i started to cry is a mistery to me but the feeling of his hands on my skin is some how relaxing, I take a slow breath in then let it out then say "How can you love me when I don"t even love myself"

"D im not the type to show my emotions but i though i had lost you and the pure thought of it was like someone had toremy heart out of my chest. this is new to us aswell but trust me when I say I love you. That we love you." I look at all three of them before me not knwing what to say or if i should even trust their words"I never believed in love at first sight or love in general, but when I heard your voice in the dinner it was like hearigng an angel" I could help but to laugh at the corny but cute words he just said "Then when I saw your beautiful face I knew you were the one for me, for us" tears slide down my face as he speaks with nothing but honesty, I can't see the broken boy behind his beautiful blue eys as he specks from the heart.

I can feel the love these boys have for me is something I've never felt before nor did I ever expect it. I know in my heart I can trust them with my heart but can i trust them not to break it? I guess only time will tell, it feels good to know I'm loved but what happens when they no longer want me? When they no longer love me?

"Your laughing your ass off in the parking lot was one of the best days of my life" Damien starts coming to sit next to Dante "Hearing your sweet laugh was like music to my ears. The moment our eyes meet I felt my heart stop then start again it was like it was finally beating with a purpose, it was beating for you" Damien says bringing my hand up to his lips giving the back of it a gentle kiss. They can be romantic when they want to be and right now they are bringing me the stars and the moon with out even realizing it.

"Baby the day our eyes meet in the cafeteria I was stuck, you where the only person in that room with me, there it was just you and me nobody else excised in that moment" Damitri gives of this hard bad ass facade with a fuck the world adittude and to hear him come out so openly with his feeling is somthing I never expected for him "I'm not gunna lie when I saw you talking to Liam I was pissed I thought that he was your boyfriend and that didn't sit well with me" this time I couldnt help but laugh well the best I could "You are mine, you are ours" Damitri says giving my forehead a light kiss.

"When I started to hear all the rumors about you guys I felt so lost. Here I was with a crush on the schools bigest fuck boys" I shake my head then look up meeting three sets of blue eyes "The day you started giving me those gifts was one of the best days in my life, well I mean it wouldof been but I just could get my head around the fact that it was you guys who gave me all those beautiful flowers and who had written me such swet words" I pause for a second thing of my next words.

"I'm not perfect and loving me the way you already do is somthing I never thought would happen, I love you too all of you"

Damitri gently pulls me away from Damien and brings me closer kissing me with both dominance and passion claiming me as his dance with mine, pulling away from the kiss he gets up and moves to one side giving Dante a chance to come closer.

Dante cautiously and carefully picks me up and places me in his lap brings his lips to mine in a sweet kiss the connect our foreheads once hes done.

The door to my hospital room opens and in walks a nurse, she looks at the boys then me as if contimplaiting if she should leave and just come back in a second or two but then she starts to speak "Okay guys visiting hours are over miss Lopez is allowed one person to stay with her" she checks my vitals then exits the room.

"Who do you want to stay with you baby" I don't want to start this relastionship off making them feel like I have a favorite

"You chose" I tell them and lay back the best I can.

the share a look then Damian says "Dante is going to stay with you tonight okay baby we'll be back in the morning is there anything you want us to bring you"

"Not that I can think of other then yourselves" I give them a small wink the best I can with the stitches I have under my left eye. Dante shakes his head with a small chuckle. "Um actually can you bring me something to eat I hate hospital food" they chuckle  causing me to blush then both Damien and Damitri say I love you and give me another kiss then take their leave.

"So what do you want to watch"Dante asks me turning on the small tv thats mounted on the wall. About an hour after the guys leave I start to get a little hungry and ask Dante if he can run to the cafeteria to get us some snacks and drinks to tide us over tell the guys come back in the morning, plus the dinner that they brought me wasn't very good so I didn't really eat any of it.

"I'm going to go get you something to eat not snacks though" He says pointing a finger at me as if already knowing I'm a junk food girl. "You need real food will you be okay" Dante asks placing me back down on the bed sience i was laying between his leags, he covers me up and slips his shoes on.

"Yeah I'll be fine I'm just going to sleep for a little bit tell you get back" I yawn and snuggle up tot he surprisingly comfortable pillow "Love you" I tell him with another yawn, pulling the blanket up to me neck more.

"Love you to kitten I'll be back as fast as I can" Dante kiss's my forehead then leaves the room closeing the door behind him.

As I feel myself start to fall asleep the door opens and in walk my nurse. "I need to just do a quick vital cheak then you can go back to sleep okay sweetie"

She helps me sit up then places the pressure cuff around my good arm "Forgive me if this sound intrusive sweetie but i just had to ask" I raise an eyebroen and give her a small nod to continue "Are you dating all three of those boys"

I know my face is as red as a tomato but I answer "Uu y yeah why" I say/ask wondering why she would ask me that or even if she can ask me that.

"No reason miss Lopez," she takes the cuff off then start wrighting the information down "Your one very brave girl. I have trouble keeping one guy let alone three" I give her a small smile " Your lucky to have three people who care about you" she finishes then excuses herself and leaves the room.

Once the nurse has left I once again settle back down in bed and carefully turn to my side looking out the window watching as the rain drops hit it forming streams as they slide down it as if racing each other. I watch them lulling myself to sleep with out even knowing when i closed my eyes