I had the suitcase and all my other things by the door, and my keys next to me on the counter. The boys wouldnt be back until 9, and it was currently 8:30. I havent told them about school yet, and I got the letter almost three weeks ago. And right now, I am writing a letter to them, because I dont have the heart to tell them in person.
Dear guys..
so, I got a lettedr from University of California LA, and Im going. I dont have the heart to tell you myself, and you know that writing makes everything better for me..So, here I go. By the time you guys read this I'll be half way to my new apartment, being paid for by the school..I really want to focus on me and my school right now..I love all of you guys and I promise we'll talk soon.
With all my love, Britteny.
I put it on the counter along with my set of keys. I grabbed my suit case, and headed to the door. But, It swung open, revealing Sammy and the rest of the guys.
"where ya going britt?" Jj asked.
"Uh, I have to leave.." I said.
By then, jack had gone in the kitchen and called my name.
"You cant just leave like this!" He yelled.
I ran down the hallway and Jack came running after me. I was suprised Nate didnt...
"You cant just leave me, you cant leave us.." HE said, tears forming in his eyes.
"But you did! You went off with..with..god I cant even remember her name!" I cried.
"I did once, then you did with Nate, you cant do it again!" He said.
"Well, I am.." I said, "And please, just try to forget about me for a while..I'll see you guys again.." I said.
I watched him as the elevator doors closed, and that was the last time I'll ever see him for a long time..
