Memories

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"Love , " i looked at my husband who is smiling and our born baby. His smile so simple yet so enchanting right now. I can see the love , happiness, proud in his eyes .

"Hmmm," he was so lost in his lovegazing  with our child that he can't even look at me while i am talking at him.

"What are you looking so deeply,Mr.Kim." his smile turn into the full blown laugh on my question.

" Just that, how much pain you take ,for my happiness . You woman are such a worrier who can go through so much just for thier loved one . "His eyes look at me like, he is the one who is hurt .
"Hey, i did it for our baby ,not for you. Okay" i smirked. But his eyes still look at me deeply with sadness.

" But still jagiya, the way you were screaming , tears me apart.  I feel so helpless that i can't do anything for you." He take my face in his hands.

" If i could, i must have taken all of your pain on myself. I  had vowed to myself to never let a tear of pain to pass through these gorgeous eyes . You deserve all the happiness in the world not any little bit of hurt ." I can feel my rapid heartbeat i keep looking at him. This man , this man is mine. How can I be so lucky!

"Sarang, I promise it from my heart that no matter what , i will never hurt you. Even  if  I have to kill myself i will do that  in a heartbeat just to take every pain from you. It's true jagi. I will di-mmm" i didn't let him complete his sentance . How can he think that I will leave him without taking me with him.

" Don't you dare love , i don't want to die for you but i want to live my whole life with you . " I pecked his lips multiple times before letting go.

" Hmm , jagiya , i think that one baby is enough . What do you think? I didn't want to see you again in this situation." I know that he already get my answer but still this man have to make me fall in love with him every minute.
"Haha, i don't think so , but still what do you want jagi? " Like taking the cue , this little baby open his eyes. His eyes are just the Ditto copy of mine , even his nose and lips matched my baby pics, only think he inherited from his papa is the skin complexion.

"No love, i already got two babies. Now i can't handle more . " His face turn into confusion then in smirk.

"Oooo , mommy your big baby is hungry. Please breastfeed him ." His cooing voice looks annoying yet cute if it's possible.

"No i am sorry. But my small baby is my priority right now . Go shoo." He playfully glared at our baby while making weird  dinosaurus growls. But our baby chuckled at his papa.
of lifetime.

Present-

Dhavni's body was still on the hospital bed in a small room . The area between her legs is still bleading even after the two hours of surgery. Her face is smudged with tears. She cried and cried until her body felt numb from the pain and can't take anymore.

The whole bed had blood spots on it. No one was there to console her . No one hear her plead.They just put their blank eyes on her. She asked to atleast give her anesthesia but No! .Those monsters are so cold hearted and deaf for her pleadings.
All the time she wants to be dead or unconscious . But the drugs given to her didn't let her to knocked out. She can feel every cut , every stitch that was performed on her like a guinea pig.

Her hands , and legs are held by chains . Her ankle and wrist got the deep cut from her struggle to break through.

The drugs not only kept her concious but also increase her sensitivity toward the pain. The fact that the surgery was done on her vaginal area makes it more dreadful.

Dhavni's pov
Pain , hurt , confusion and betrayal that the things i can feel both physically and mentally. I trust him as a brother. I was a fool to take his kindness for granted.

Whole the time he was there simply standing while looking at me writhing and crying in my own blood . Those monsters under the white coats just cut , stitch and open me apart . But  his betrayal make me cry with blood tears.

Few hours before I got my concious just to found a group of doctors around me. While he is standing near a big chair at the corner. Everything come crashing on me when he lit-up a cigar the same branded cigar that i see at the airport. The gaurd , the child everything i remember everything, oh god !

"Start ." that's all he said as soon as he looked at my confused self.  I looked here and there . What's happening? What start?

The one doctor come and remove my pants, i was completely bare from bottom .  They going to do something wrong.

"Wait what's happening? Why i am here , what are doing to me?" No one answer my question , they looked like robots on mission.

I looked at the Hulk for an answer, he just keep glaring at the other doctors who are touching my vagina like finding something.

" Hey don't touch me there. What do you want?  Stop it!! " My voice boomed in the room. I want to move but then i noticed the chains on my wrists and ankles.

I again looked at Hulk, "please tell me what happening?"

"Du gibst etwas, das mir gehört, jemand anderem, Liebling." ( you give something that belongs to me to someone else, love) whatever he said i understand nothing.

"Ich gebe es dir nur zurück, um es auf meine Weise zu nehmen." ( I am just giving it back to you,  to take it in my ways .) I keep looking at him , until i feel like someone is piercing my vagina.

Screams after screams fall out from my mouth, but they didn't stop. Tears comeout as I can feel bleading from my vagina. This is so painful , i tried to struggle. But the mettle chains start digging in my skin. My throat is getting dry and screams coming out making my throat burning.

" Ahhhh, atleast give me anesthesia . Please i willl die with pain . " Suddenly the Hulk come towards me with an injection in his hands. God please i want to escape this pain. I will die !

He put the syringe and the drug start to introduce in my body. I sighed through the pain that atleast i will knocked out . The effect didn't showed up . Then i feel it .
The pain !! Only pain !! Oh god ! It's not anesthesia. It's something else . The pain start increasing to the extent that i can feel the pain in every part of my body . My skin becomes more sensitive. I feel like someone is cutting my wrist and ankles with knife. I can feel every little drop of blood that is falling from my body at the bed. My ribs are hurting, my mouth my throat everything is hurting. Ahhhh!!

"Have some mercy on me please stop this pain , stop !! , Someone help me please!! STOP IT!! " I scream , i cried i did everything to make it stop . But nothing is working.

I looked at Hulk one last time to see atleast an ounce of mercy, regret , pain but no , nothing. His face held no emotion at all. All the time he looked at the doctor's hands . Where is the man who take care of me as a brother ? I can't feel any brotherly softness in his eyes all i can I see is a "monster " and then everything turns black  . I feel like the goddess of darkness taking me away from the pain and protecting me from all the World.







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