Chapter 37

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"Goddamn it Tris! You can't always runaway from your problems! fuck Beatrice stop!" I heard Harry follow me, I turn around and seen him stop in front of me.

"What do you want?" I was screaming inside but calm on the outside.

"I'm sorry!" I couldn't hold grudges on Harry it was impossible...

"I am too...I'm sorry that I'm not sorry I hate you! You do nothing but hurt me sometimes!" I seen the hurt in his eyes.

"Baby...please..." I sniffed up the tears he tried to grabbed my arm but I pulled away.

"No...I can't believe you... sometimes I feel like I'm never good enough for you," I rubbed my forehead.

"Beatrice please she just walked up to me I couldn't stop I don't know what I was thinking baby please! I can't lose you! Your my everything please!" Hearing him beg made me cry harder.

"Harry...." he held me tight.

"I'm a dick I know you have ever right to hate me..." my drunk self was taking over me.

"I don't hate you I just hated you at the moment I was mad and I'm not low I'm just disappointed..." he sighed.

"I know baby..." My emotions didn't want to come out.

"Your lucky I didn't beat the shit out of that dude," I laughed and wiped the tears from my eyes.

"I don't what anything to change between us baby never and I mean it, understand?" I nodded while his hands still cupped my head, it's awful how we just got done yelling at each other to loving again it's because I'm a little drunk and I easily get mad when I'm drunk...He slammed his lips against mine and he pushed my back against the wall and I harshly gripped on his hair.

"Not here..." I nodded, there were a few rooms in the club I thought they were going to be run down and smelt weird but it really smelt nice and everything was neat. There were white wall and the lights were dimmed, the bed sheets neat and clean...But not for long...I heard the door lock and Harry pulled his shirt over his head. he stripped as he walked towards the bed I was sitting on, he slowly climbed on top of me and continued out session. A small moan escape from my mouth.

"Wait you are drunk..." Harry stopped himself.

"So?" I scoffed harshly a bit.

"I don't want you to feel like I'm taking advantage over you..." I shook my head and laid him back down.

"I want this..." He nodded and kissed me once again and I knew it would be a long night.

We got home, and Harry unlocked the door, I was more sober when I drink like 3 bottles of water. I seen Nick and Anne with a Christmas tree box.

"Oh thank goodness your home we wanted to put the tree up with you guys," I looked at my phone and it was only 8 going onto 9 soon. I thought it would be later than that.

"Um alright let Tris and I get comfortable first," they nodded and continued their conversation on the couch.

When I got in my room I took out all the wrapped presents from the closet and set them on the bed. I seen a few that had my name on it from Harry and Anne including Nick it was this huge box form Harry and it was for me... I wanted to open it so bad.

"Are the rest of the boy coming to Brian's house for Christmas dinner?" He nodded while pulling off his shirt.

"We need to shower," Harry swiped me up into bridal style and I squealed as we headed to the bathroom. Harry ran the shower before getting in. I took off everything and hopped in the shower.

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