You wake up nice and early to shower and all that, u hop out of bed pick out your clothes and hop in the shower. You can't help but be excited sense todays the day that u get the confess to dr Phil abt all the crazy shit your mother has done to you over the years. You get out and change, brush your hair and teeth and grab breakfast and head out the door. U were 30 mins early but u wanted to have time to eat in the parking lot before going in. 20 mins go by and you and Finsh eating and head inside, there u meet dr Phil and his backstage crew and start putting on a bit of makeup before filming. The show starts and everything is going good, till your mother is sick of what ur saying about her and slaps you mid way threw the show. You start feeling tears boil in your eyes as you run off to your dressing room to check if there was a red mark on you. *5 mins later* you try to pull yourself together so you can go back out there and continue with the show so you put some makeup over your eye-bags, wipe the mascara from under your eyes redo it, and take a deep breath. "Everything will be ok" you say and force a smile at yourself in the mirror then you walk out to face your horrific mother again. You try to pull your anger in to stop yourself from word vomiting and screaming but you can't and as soon as your mother says something about your childhood you snap. It's turns to a screaming battle then dr Phil closes the show so you both can have time to think and calm down. You head to your dressing room full of rage and a pounding head from yelling at your mother. You sit down at the desk and the first thing to do it cry. You try to stop because it's hurrying your head more than ever it you can't stop. After 10 mins of crying you stop and look at yourself just as you get a knock at your door. "Are you ok if I come in?.." you hear a voice say it's sounded a bit raspy "yea ofc come on in" you say wiping tears off your eyes. It was phil coming yo check on you. You look at him with a bit of confusion and strangely enough a bit of love..
