I look at the couch to see...nash and jj making out more like eating each others faces. It was disgusting and sorta cute. I didnt say anything i just walked to the kitchen but it was pointless. There was people making out everywhere. I decided to go outside to get some fresh air. I started to walk diwn the street. I feel eyes on me. I turn around to see a tall cute guy with brorn eyes and brown hair. "Hey beautiful my name's Cameron Dallas. Whats ur name?" said the guy infront of me named cameron. "M Maria s sevilla, but u can call me missy" i said sorta mumbling out the words. I felt my face get hot thank god it was night time. "I love ur name its beautiful just like u"said cameron. "Thanks" i say blushing even harder this time. We walked back to the party. When we were inside mostly everyone were passed out which was hilarious. We both started laughing so hard i almost peed myself. "I have to go to the restroom" i said. "Ok" said cameron. I went up the stairs and to the restroom. I heard moaning coming from my room and i decided to check. I saw jj and nash having sex in my bed. I wanted to scream at them but instead i laughed my ass of. I closed the door and went to the restroom thats connected to my room. I opened my shelf ans something fell of the shelf. I bent down to see what it was. I couldnt believe what i saw on the floor. It was my blade. I forgot i had it. Its been so long since i used it. By looking at the blade i got memories that i didnt want to remember. My eyes got full of tears. I looked at my blade for a longer while than throw it away. I cleaned my face and walked out of the bathroom. I went up to cameron and didnt say anything to him. "Whats wrong beautiful" said cameron. "Nothing" i said looking down. Cameron grabs my hand and kissed it. "Whats wrong please tell me" said cameron. I didnt say anything. Therw was a big silence in between us. The only thing he did was that he pulled me close into his arms and hugged me. Since he was taller than me i cried into his chest.
