Dave Falls For Kurt

Chapter: Kurt's Suicide

Kurt' P.O.V

It's been seven months and I can't stop with all the drugs and depression.
I think I should end it all it would be the best for Dave, maybe Krist, my mom because I know she still hates me because we haven't talked since I was 14 when I moved to my uncles, my father because he never loved me, and for Nirvana because I'm sick of wasting all the hours on music.

I need time before I'll kill my self. I need to spend my last days with Dave then after that il get a gun.

I walked into the room and saw that Dave was righting a song! It sounds really good. hi Dave. hey babe how is it going because you look really tired.
It's been going good I'm about to go to bed. Anyway what are you doing I see you are righting a song what is it called? Marigold, Why do you like it? Yea it sounds great. Kurt come lay with me I wanna cuddle. Ok!

Dave whispered in my ear wanna go do some thing before we go to Europe. Id love to Dave!

Few days later
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Kurt's P.O.V

Me and Dave spent a lot of time together and did things. Dave kissed me a lot and even did thing with me in the bed room but I don't wanna go that far.

Me Dave and Krist got out of the car. Dave asked " So you will meet up with us in a few weeks in Europe for the tour's? " Yes I said kinda sad. I gave Krist a hug and kissed him on the cheek then i gave Dave my last kiss to him I made it long and hugged him tight. I just wanted to let you know that I love you soooo much Dave.
I love you to Kurt.
Come on Dave we need to go stop sucking face with Kurt! Krist said.
Ok! Ok you asshole I'm coming Dave said.

As I saw Dave walking to the plain I started crying and I had to get to my car and get the gun.
The whole time as I was driving to get the gun I was sobbing in the car. I wanted Dave but I'm doing what's best to not become poor and still addicted to drugs.

I finally got to the house and went and got a paper and pen and started righting my Suicide note for everyone.
I went to my little box that had my drugs in in and got my needle and stuck it in me that had hair-ow-in in it.
I loaded the gun but I was to scared to pull the trigger but I pulled it and got it over with. I could first feel some blood go down my noise then I saw blood all over the floor then every thing went black. was I dead? I saw flash backs of my whole life all in one second then I saw Dave's face but then it all went white..........then......... I was.......GONE........