Beyoncé POV
This doesn't make any sense I thought looking at the exact papers I seen Shawn sign
I immediately rolled my eyes standing to my feet handing her the papers walking out the room I heard her following me as I made it downstairs grabbing my keys making my way to my car
I just needed to get away from this house I felt like a pawn that everyone just tossed around I didn't feel like a REAL person I felt like an object that didn't have a say so in my own life
My father made all my decisions for me to the point I didn't even know who I was married to I couldn't even get that much information about MY life
I opened the car door getting inside starting the car up and pulling out the driveway looking out my rearview mirror as Onika called out for me
I just continued drive and drive until I was in the middle of nowhere I pulled over without words just this feeling inside my throat while trying to stop my tears from falling
I sighed taking a deep breath then I broke down I was mentally tired and drained my life wasn't my life anymore everything I ever wanted didn't matter it felt so fucked up
My father sold me for a family company to someone I didn't even know he made me believe I knew my life partner when I didn't
I hated him so much for it I hated him more than anything in this world
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Onika POV
I watched as Beyoncé pulled off from the driveway going to God knows where and I sighed stomping back into the house slamming the door
I ran upstairs going into the studio rolling a joint I couldn't process much but I knew this whole situation was fucked up and Shawn is once again a lying asshole
Picking up my phone I typed his name clicking on his contact and calling only for it to get sent to voicemail
I rolled up my sleeves sighing I couldn't believe this shit it was always some bullshit when it came to Shawn chuckling I lit my joint but my anger still boiled deep inside me
I stood up and pushed everything on the desk off slamming my hands onto it out of anger I took a long puff trying to calm myself down and suppress my emotions
Tossing myself back into the chair I sighed taking my hands rubbing them down my face how did he want me to take his place if he continued to lie to me
I just didn't understand him he want's me to have it so bad but he couldn't even tell me he married me off he can never be honest with me
I finished the joint before getting up walking back up to my room I pulled my phone out calling his number again and it rung for a second before he answered
"Wassup nic you know I'm working" I couldn't see myself but I knew my face was red "I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR STUPID FUCKING JOB WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME I WAS MARRIED TO BEYONCÉ" I screamed through the phone
I heard shuffling and muffling sounds making me sigh I wanted to just throw the phone "Look tootie I was going tell you when you graduated why were you going through my things" he finally spoke back
I rolled my eyes tighten my jaw at the mention of my childhood nickname "Don't call me that and what do mean when I graduated" disregarding his last question
"You're inside high school Nicki it wouldn't be a good look for Beyoncé so we decided to not tell you guys until after you graduated" he spoke calmly
