Reality/FakeLie

Totality

If dreams were somehow intertwined with fate, what would you do?

Is a question I ask myself, being in this world has its perks but I don't see it that way. I may be a hypocrite or am I not, I don't know, cutting things off... Or even... I don't know... Why do I always ask myself these types of questions, that's stupid, right? Heh, not like anyone can hear someone else's thoughts...
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Where am I? What is this place? Why does it feel familiar... Then this place-

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Blue sky... Wait... How? 

A baby whose age is around 3 years old, with black hair, and bloodred eyes, looks around in a daze. They slowly come to a realization of what's not there, is there.

I seem to be on a bed, everything here feels odd... The textures on the walls and everything feels like it's the 19th century, and there seems to be a picture with a couple who seems to be in their 30s, the man has black hair and black eyes, and the woman has brown hair and blood red like eyes, and I forgot to mention they have anime like features, which is just impossible there is no possible way to have that kind of appearance- Wait, why didn't I realize this before. everything here looks anime-like. Wait, what about me? 

I raise both of my baby hands to find out... I also have the anime features... I touch my other baby's hands to feel that it's just like real 3d but it looks 2d, sooner or later I might have an existential crisis about this, let's calm down about this me.

What is my name? Why can't I remember it? I can still remember everything that has happened before... Before? What was I doing before this happened? 

I know that I am somehow in an anime world, but where? And which? These are the questions I seem to be asking myself the most, but I guess I'll find out after I can properly move again because it seems like this body is in a fatigued state. 

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The next day was rather interesting, to say the least, first off; I finally get to see my "parents", and also find out where am I now. It's hard for me to say this but I really am in an anime world, my "parents" took me out for a nice family trip, and it was where I find out about my name "Leito Ryokou" then I also discovered that this place has albas, humans with different genetic type they say with superior genes, white silver hair and eyes to dignify their pride, and the moment I heard it... The Republic of San Magnolia... I am in the Eighty-six anime. 

Just an absolutely totaled world where it's filled with legions, Ṙ̶̝̪̠̲̼̘̹̥̩̖̋̈́̀ä̶͍̰̲̝̩́͑̈́̌͘͜c̶̝̅̓̆͆̀i̵͔̣͎̇͆̾͊͘s̸̨̙̥̘̼̙͙̑̽̓́́̔͘m̴̢̢̢͎̒͑͛̄͗, F̵̢̯͉̥͂͌͌͗̃̇̾̂͛͜ͅȁ̷̧͈̗̖͉̤̩͋̓̅̅͊̂̍̈́̚c̵̡̦̬̽i̵̯̫̥͉̹̹̺̜̰͗̑̒͋̀̑̉̐͝ͅs̵̡͚̫̜͌̽͐̎̈́͒͝m̸̰̘̲͚̦̏̓͆͊̄̿̃̍̚,... What? W-why am I thinking about this stuff??

...Dread, Painful,.. Out of all the places I could've gone to! Kuhk!.. WHY!! WHY!! WHY!!! WHYYYY!!! WHYYYYY!!!!........ 

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This place again...  An empty white of nothingness, with the exception of dread and loneliness.

Always reminds me of the dreadful shortcomings of this world, the year is 2135, 13 years before the anime starts. And the more I think about it, why was I placed in a 3-year-old? The thought of it just never came by until now. But now does it really matter? I get to live another life, and this time, even when I'm part of the 86th district, even when the legion attacks, whatever it may be. I won't just sit idly by. Besides I still have a couple more years to enjoy this life.

So... let it start.