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Blood

A/n HEY PEOPLE! Sorry for not posting for a very long time. My mental health was rlly bad 😍- anyways enjoy!

Tw: SH ( SELF HARM)

Rotxos pov
" ROTXO" I heard Tonowari scream.
" yes?" I quickly responded. I looked at Tonowari and calmed down a little. He did not look upset. Actually.. he looked happy. Proud, even. " The amount of fish you have caught is impressive." Tonowari said. I looked down at my net. I smiled. " thank you sir" I said to Tonowari. Tonowari nods as he signals the hunters to follow his as we head back to the village. I looked at the sunset. I sighed. I looked at the clouds, I saw Kiri in the clouds.. beautiful, kind, loving Kiri.. I forced myself to stop thinking about her as I continued to blankly follow the hunters back to the village, after a few hours we finally got to the village. I hopped off my ilu and see the hunters getting greeted by their families. I sigh and drop my net onto the floor. I start slowly walking into my hut. I stared at the empty entrance. I drop onto the floor and start sobbing. Why did everyone have to die? Why does it have to be me. Why me. What did I ever do to deserve this. " Why Eywa.. why..." I mumbled into my hands. Stop crying. Stop. Crying. I got out my knife. I stared at the knife. I looked at my thigh. I looked back at my knife. I felt the knife slowly cut through my thigh. I watched the blood trickle down my thigh as I continued crying.

Kiri's pov

I walked around the shore when I heard the horn. The horn that meant that the hunters have returned. I watched as all the families ran to the hunters. I slowly walked towards the hunters, then something caught my eye. It was Rotxo. I watched him walk to his hut. By himself. Then it just clicked. Rotxo didn't have family. I quietly followed him. I hid behind a tree as I watched him fall onto his knees and break down. I gasped quietly as I saw him mumble something into his hand. I frowned. He cried and cried and I wished I could help him.. but I knew I couldn't. He probably hates me. I felt tears well up in my own eyes. I wiped my eyes and I gasped as I watched him grab his knife. I covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream. He cut himself. He cut himself and I couldn't help him. I started shaking and I couldn't breath. I felt my vision getting blurry. I stood up and ran to Rotxo. He slowly looked up. I looked at his thigh. It was bleeding. A lot. I dropped down onto the floor and gave him a hug. " kiri what's wrong?"