Open Wound

chapter 04

Weeks passed and our friendship with kat was getting better we both didn't talk that much, we were not that close but milo he has gotten real close with kat it scared me at first but I got used to it with time

It's Monday gotta go to school again anyways I just woke up I put my clothes on ate breakfast and all and here I'm waiting for Milo to come pick me up, he came but he wasn't alone he was with kat, she was sitting in the front sit with him when He stopped for me I opened the front door so kat can go to the back and I can sit beside my bf ,she just looked at me

You:"ummm kat can u go to the back please this is my place, u know...I always sit here"

Milo:"it's okay Luna u can sit in the back sit today it won't make a difference"

I looked at him in disbelief, I closed the door and sat on the back sit, he spent the whole ride talking to kat and ignoring me not even sparing me a look, we arrived and I left the car angrily,I walked away but I didn't stop even when I heard him call out my name, I went to Daisy and told her exactly what happened

Daisy:"he did what! ,is he really serious "

You:"idk Daisy I don't think he meant it though u know milo he would never do anything to hurt me"

Daisy:"I know but still he should've defended u he's ur boyfriend "

You:"let's not talk about this okay"

I was getting really annoyed mils wasn't paying any attention to me, he doesn't play with my fingers anymore , he doesnt compliment me like he used, he doesn't tease me anymore, I just feel like I'm losing him, whenever I try to join the conversation between the two, they just keep on snickering and ignoring me completely, I know that me and mils don't have a lot of subjects to talk about and our interests are slightly different but we get along very well, they say opposite attracts each other that's our case, he does have a lot in commun with kat but still he shouldn't ignore me like that, I decided I'll try and learn something about video gamed and dancing I'm not a very good dancer but milo us he's super good I always tell him he should sign up in a dance competition but he's so stubborn he refuses everytime

Skip time
Lunch break finally, I'm super hungry, i decided to buy mils a drink his favorite as an apology for his video game that i broke earlier in class he just bought it and i accidentally dropped it and it cracked,I was soooo excited we always used to share those and I'm not gonna lie I hate that drink but sharing It with milo is enough for me to drink it even if I don't like it

I came running the juice in my hand and as I walked into the cafeteria I heard people whispering about a cute couple and looked over at where they were pointing at, it was mils and kat tickling each other and laughing loudly, my heart clench and I felt a lump forming in my throat, I ignored the feeling and walked to them, I hide the drink behind my back to surprise milo

You:"hi guys,wasup"

Liam:"nothing much just hanging out with my love"

Daisy:"aww I love that nickname"she said kissing his cheeks

You:"okay okay love birds, anyways milo I have a little something for u"

Milo:" really what is it ?" He said a little bit excited

You:"tada!!!" I said showing him the drink "I know u like it and I bought it for u as a sorry for breaking ur CD and I'm still very sorry for u forgive me "

He looked disappointed when I showed him the drink, he didn't hug me or kiss me or even say a single thank you

Milo:"aah a drink , I thought it was something big, and Luna I didn't want to tell u but I hate that drink I only drank it because u always bought it and u seemed to like it too and u know I used to love that when we were 13 we're turning 18 this year I'm not a kid anymore"

You:"ah.....okay I just thought you'd like it...we always used to share this drink u never said u didn't like it, I'll throw it away then or ill give it to someone"

Milo:"give it to kat this is one of her favorites, right kat ?

Kat:"yeah it is"

And he gave her the drink I bought for him thinking he'll be happy guess not
I excused myself and I went to the bathroom, on my way there I started tearing up I ran so that no one will see me, I looked at the mirror and saw that my eyes were puffy I washed my face and put on makeup to cover my red eyes

Milo's pov

Luna just went to the bathroom and I was talking with kat until she got hungry and decided to go get some food, I was scrolling on my phone, and I looked up to see Daisy glaring at me and Liam having a disappointed look on his face

Milo:"what..what's wrong why u looking at me like u're going to kill me"

Daisy:" cause I would if I can, are u serious milo ur gf just came and u didn't even greet her or hug her or anything and when she offers u drink u liked as apology for something she did accidentally, did u even know that she hated that drink it always made her sick and she would always spend hours in the bathroom vomiting, I used to always tell her not to drink it but she's so stubborn, she always told me that she loved to share it with u that's why she would drink it she would bare the pain that drink caused her only because it made u happy, your happiness was her medicine, everytime she's sick she'll keep saying that your smile heal her wound, but today ohmygod u fucked up, I'm very disappointed"

I stood there shocked, and guilt was eating me up slowly, I realised how much I was hurting her without even knowing

End of pov