Inloved with a wrong person

2019

Yes you can leave me or forget about me and act like we're stranger.But I still love you even if it hurts,I just hope you're not thinking about anyone while I'm in your arms, I will still love you, no matter what,but I almost wish that i didn't met you but i can't help it but to remember those memories we had together,you have special place in my heart ,i hope you can find someone better,In the midst of the crowd,I will no longer see you, my feelings fade,and my heart started to be tired of everything.

hi I'm cess,in relationship it's really hard to trust anyone even if it's your closest friends,like ang hirap talaga,lalo na kapag may dumating pa sa buhay mo na akala mo totoo pero hindi pala.

yes it's worth it,and once upon a time i feel loved by a person who is special to mine,naranasan kong mahalin din ako ng taong mahal din ako ng sobra but, what if mag mahal sya ng iba?what if mag cheat sya?what if sasaktan nya lng din ako sa huli?Lahat pala ng what if ko,magiging totoo pala sa huli.

Kahit anong plano nyo para sa future nyo,kahit anong sweet nyo,kahit anong sabihin nyo na mahal nyo ang isat isa,mag hihiwalay din kayo,at mag hahanap din kayo ng iba,my family accept our relationship because they trust him na he won't hurt me like what other boys did to those girls who cried and died because suicide,but suddenly he broke the trust of my family, ilang beses kami nag away,ilang beses nya ako nasaktan,ilang beses kona din syang nasaktan,ilang beses kami nag balikan,ilang beses kami nag cool off,pero kami padin,hindi kami toxic like we were just having a drama kase gusto nag papalambing.

Kung kelan naman kita minahan ng lubusan at nasanay na anjan ka,tsaka kapa mag hahanap ng iba at mawawala sa piling ko.

back when I'm just 12yrs old,2019 when i met my first boy,my lover,my everything,yes bata pa ako I'm just 12yrs old that day and he's 14yrs old, we were in the same grade but di kami same ng school,ang layo namin sa isat isa pero nakaya namin hanggang sa...

2019:

I'm just scrolling on Facebook at meron biglang nag add,inaccept ko agad kase ayos lng naman saken.

its already 6:30pm ng kakatapos kolng kumain,habang nag ee-scroll ako sa Facebook nf ko bigla nlng nag pop up ang message galing sakanya,..

him:hii

me:uhm?hello?

him:kilala mo si ashley?

me:yes,why?do i know you?

him:ah wala lng,hi I'm zen I'm her friend from bulacan.

me:ah ganun ba?do you need something?

him:Nothing,gusto ko lng makipag kaibigan sayo,it seems like your too close to ashley lng

me:ayos lng naman saken,were friends since we where gr 7

him:oww,do you have bf naba?

me:no,I'm just too busy,ayoko ma bother ako sa mga love life nayan sakit lng yan saulo

him:nako kung ako magiging jowa mo di ako sakit saulo

me:haha funny,I'm serious zen I'm not joking,i really don't have time for a relationship

That day I've just realized na ang sungit ko nga palang tao,di nako mag tataka kung bakit madaming nag sasabi na ang sungit kodawng tao pag
nag seseryoso ako,

it's been 3hours since diko nirereplayan si zen,kase madami akong ginagawa nun sa mga assignments ko.

back to our convo:

him:huy,gising kapa te?bigla kang nawala ah

him:pst

him:hiiii