To All The Boy I Liked...

J & J

I met the twins my freshman and sophomore year and it was interesting. I met Jacob first in science class and I happened to know his then girlfriend so I stayed away. I met Joey the next year when they were both in my advanced drama class. My friends knew my feelings about the twins and tried helping me a few times with Joey though I never really talked to him. I didn't see the twins much my junior year and I do have a funny story about Joey (a story for another time). My senior year I was in a tech theatre (backstage work) with Jacob and while Joey visited the class often and acted in the plays I worked on. He never once truly talked to me unless it was to help find his pants (i was working the costumes).

Dear Jacob,

You might have known (even though I don't really know if you knew) my crush on you. But I always stayed back cause I knew your girlfriend(s) and they were my friends. And honestly if I couldn't be with you I didn't mind ,but I did want to be your friend even though I'm the girl in the corner who is quiet and often gets forgotten. Our freshman year I did talk to you about theatre very often when, if I'm being honest, I had a crush on Braden. I wish you well on your tech theatre journey.

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Hope <3

Dear Joey,

You never really talked to me and I didn't make an effort to talk to you, but I truly wished I had seeing the conversations you had with everyone else. I don't have much to say because it was my fault for not making an effort due to my nerves. But I wish I had.

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Hope <3