Why try so hard to do something when that fucking work won't be appreciated. Just be your self! Ik many people would have told to be ur self and love yourself, be confident and all that blah blah shit but really!
If that didn't effect you means you are actually very hurt from inside and u! Need a shoulder now! Other than the washroom door or your pillow, you need a shoulder to cry o, the shoulder which won't judge you.
Trust me, I haven't gotten that shoulder yet but it is true or more like theory. I cry on pillows or the washroom door but that doesn't make me feel any lighter. You need that pain to come out of someone.
If you are afraid someone will judge you then don't do it in front of the person you suspect. Do it in front best friend or boyfriend! These two are the only ones that will actually listen to you without judging.
I have boyfriend but I haven't let my self out in front of him ( like in the bases of crying ) because I haven't gotten a perfect chance. When we are alone and I can freely talk to him.
But he knows me, since forever he knows me by which he knows that what I have struggled through or what I am going through so that's why he comforts me even tho I don't tell him, If you force that love to come, it will come out but toxic!
And if you expect a lot of love and care in a relationship just like those k dramas have shown. It's not always everywhere true. Some people love each other but can't fucking show to each other why? Because of the circumstances.
They are in a relationship but can't come close why? Because of circumstances. You don't have try so hard for anything! If you show your true self to people they will eventually love you after the hate.
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