Lily of the Valley, in hopes of new beginnings

Prologue

"But SMG4..the event.."

"JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!"

Within the events of Mar10 Day, SMG4 once again locks himself up in his room after lashing out at his friends to work on his *perfect video*. As he continued working on it within frustration, discomfort started to grow around him. It feels like he's being watched.

Is someone watching him? He looked around his surroundings, no one's around, the door's locked shut.

How did someone watch him, when no one's around him? He focused on his computer screen again, working on his video, until the voices started speaking to him.

"Do you wish to be perfect for everyone?"

"Who..who goes there?!"

"We're just voices based on your thoughts, Sarut."

"Don't you just want to make everything perfect, from your video, to your own self?"

They sounded threatening and played around with him, as if they wanted to control him at the end, like a puppet of their own. SMG4 decided to refuse those antics and continued focusing on his own video. Although, they still continued to play around with him, to the point it finally completely decreases his mental and physical state.

"You don't want to disappoint your own fans, do you?"

"H-huh..?!"

"If you want to make a perfect video, even make yourself even perfect, you should at least let us help you make your video perfect."

"And..you may become the perfect boy as you wished."

"Perfect boy..?"

"Yes, Sarut. If you want to make everything perfect and make your viewers happy, then you should be perfect as well. So please, let us help you for once."

Without any other choices, he finally accepted their offer, thus, letting them finally take over him, he finally worked on his video again, with the assistance of them, he needs to make everything perfect.

From the video itself,

To his own self.

His..no, HE needs to be perfect, he wanted everyone to admire him, he wanted to be loved, he wanted to be recognized. IT'S GOTTA BE PERFECT, IT HAS TO BE PERFECT AFTER ALL.

And thus, he slowly started to lose his *self* everyone knew.

Few days after the livestream ended, SMG3 and Meggy decided to take a visit to the Castle again to visit SMG4 again after he locked himself up in his room for 3 days straight. "Alright SMG4, if you don't come out from the room after 3 days straight, I'm gonna give you a BIG SLAP!" "Three, do you think this is a good idea to do this just to get SMG4 out of his room?" SMG3 glared at her. "Does it matter? I've been..FREAKING out over him not getting out of his room squid. Don't you even get the amount of times I've been staying in front of the door for three days straight just to offer some food to him?" "SMG3, I get you're worried about him but you just don't have to-" Before Meggy finished her sentence, 3 bangs the door multiple times in order to break in. "-do it." The beanie girl let out a sigh as she went upstairs from behind, as SMG3 banged the door one more time until the door finally opened. SMG3 pushed the door as the two looked from far behind, 3 started to walk to reach out for SMG4 with Meggy following behind. As the two finally made it to the corner of the room, SMG3 reached out to 4. "SMG4, hey, snap out of it!" Putting her hand on SMG4's shoulder, 4 turned his head around quickly, with a very sharp yet creepy stare that managed to scare both of them. The walls that watched him, started to follow, staring at them at the same time, making the atmosphere much creepier. With 4 finally looking at them, he started chanting.