New beginnings(NOTTI LOVE STORY)(renewed)

2️⃣2️⃣."aftermath"

Notti pov
11:04 am
Harlem New York,sugar hill

I fucked up again

I hit niko in front of the kids yesterday I-I don't know what happened and I broke it off with her..again

I did it out of hurt,confusion,and anger my mom literally left me yesterday,I blame myself for it and thought it was ok to leave her in that state when I knew I had ppl looking for me and I left her in that house by herself if I could js replay and go back she would still be here

I'm not using my moms death as an excuse that's wasn't an excuse for me to hit her I regret everything I said and did yesterday

I wanna go back to Missouri and restart
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I was walkin into the deli until my phone started ringing

"Ganger is calling answer?"

Hello?

Jahseh:yo what happened between u nd Niko?she told me u hit her and said u didn't want to have anything to do with the kids u hurt her I hope yk that

I-I don't know what happened my mom died yesterday and I don't know what happened

Jahseh:what made u stay in Harlem

To be closer with my fam and gang

Jahseh:*tsk tsk tsk*y u leave her In Missouri she's keeps crying i don't know what to do she tried to call u but u didn't answer do me a favor nd call ok?

Ite

*calls niko*

Niko

Niko:hm?

I'm sorry

Niko:forwhat?it's over u said and u hit me u never hit me what's ur problem?

I don't knowwww

Niko:yes u do what r u thinking u ok?u need mental help?

No?

Niko:lair

How?

Niko:what even made u do ts

Do what?

Niko:be in a gang

I only joined because dd and ddot and my friends were innit it's actually fun frl

Miko:it's really not and yk ur a bad influence right?

How?

Niko:because Trey is leaving at night wondering the streets and his little sister is tryna to follow him

How is that my fault?

Niko:that's not een it xiora and him are hiding vapes and smoking they get ts from u Notti

Ok I understand the smoke part but what does the leaving at night have to do wimme?

Niko:Nigga u leave at night to walk around without saying shit

Mmcht ur always blaming me

Niko:bc u r the blame it's gonna be stressful enough but u leaving again js adding on to it

Why do u need my support?

Niko:WHY DO I NEED YOUR SUPPORT?Mk lets who gon be askin this in the future

What?

And after that she hung up i furrowed my eyebrows but I eventually connected the dots