Nobody but You-{killugon AU}

Questions

{time skip-lunch}

-gon's pov-

I glanced around the wide cafeteria, looking for my white , fluffy haired friend. 

I caught him sitting quietly in our usual corner table, he was staring blankly down at the tray in front of him. He seemed deep in thought, but I guess he always looked that way. But there was something different about that look of his, some far out glint behind his eyes. Something so subtle, yet I couldn't miss it. 

I wounded what he was thinking about, what could have him so trapped in thought. Whatever it was seemed to have him stumped. 

I couldn't help but want to know what was going on in that beautiful head of his. Wait, 'beautiful'!? What am I thinking?

I couldn't help but chuckle out loud at myself, at that thought that I had made. I've always known that Kil was good looking but I don't think I've ever actually thought about it. 

Kil must've heard my audible 'giggle' cause he glanced up at me. That look ponderment fading back into that, oh so  familiar smile of his. The smile I love to see. 

I sat down in the seat adjacent to Kil and scooted my chair it closer to him. 

"So Kil" I adjusted my gaze at Killua meeting his eyes.  A 'hmph?' was what I got in response, seeing as how his face was stuffed with his lunch. I no longer held his attention, he was preoccupied staring down at his neatly boxed lunch. I didn't really mind, I myself was fiddling with my food. Jabbing it with my fork. "What's with the sudden wanting to hang out? I just mean-" I was cut off by him flicking me in the forehead.

Not that I was shocked, he often did this to either shut me up or get my attention. I released my harsh stabbing motion and glanced up at him. 

-killua's pov-

Gon's question echoed throughout my head, it seemed to block out any thoughts that were present before. 

I honestly didn't know the reason behind asking him to stay over. I guess as of lately I've felt the need to be closer to him. I can't explain it, it just feels like when I'm around him he brings out a weird, amazing happiness.

Not the same happiness I can find anywhere else. But the happiness, the feeling that Gon gives me is completely different. And I can't seem to get enough.

I acted off of instinct and gave Gon's forehead a flick, mostly to shut him up long enough to explain myself, more or less come up with an explanation.

"Idiot- do I really need to explain myself for simply wanting to spend a good time with my best friend?" I said with a slight chuckle. Although I didn't know why, I really didn't find it funny, honestly stung a little 'best friend'. 

Why would that hurt? Why did I want to take that part out of the phrase. 

I mean that's what we were. It's what we have been since the 3rd grade. So why did it hurt to say?

Gon cut off my train of thought. "Oh well I guess you have a point" Gon smiled, rice pocketed in his cheek as he did. 

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The rest of lunch was spent by me and Gon discussing what we were gonna do once we got to my house, how we would get to my house, so on and so forth. Even though we talked about it a lot we didn't actually have a plan whatsoever.

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-gon's pov- 

After finishing up my afternoon classes I headed down the hall to my locker to put away and retrieve a few things. Whilst I walked down the hall I couldn't help but be overrun with excitement, the first time in a long time I'd get to spend some real time with Killua. Like real time. Not just chatting a bit as he walked me to my classes. But real time that we could waist.

I smiled as the memories of days we'd skip school to do nothing but dink around, returned to me. I love those times. Those sweet days when me and Kil would spend all our time together.

But things are different now. Kil is different. I first started to shift into a less comfortable version of himself. As if he felt awkward around me, it honestly broke my heart when I did notice.

I shook my head vigorously, trying to shake that thought away with it. 

It didn't work it still lingered in my head. Trying to get me to think the worst, I ignored it best I could. Trying to push it back down inside me, I dont want to think Killua would ever get tired of me.

No! He wouldn't do such a thing! We are best friends! 

"YEAH!" I blurted in a near yell, unintentionally letting my thoughts spill from my mouth. I smiled awkwardly as I noticed people's eyes on me, disturbed by my accidental outburst.

Then suddenly I felt a cold body brush my shoulder. I smiled an honest smile in realization of who it was by the serious lack of body heat. "Hey kil!" I was met by a sweet smile as I whipped my body around to face him. "Hey" He said as he tucked his hands away in his hoodie pockets. 

I looked exhausted. He leaned against my locker letting his head fall back and rest against the cool metal. 

{Author's note: hey thank you so much for reading despite the moving story. Sorry for the short chapters, I'm trying to get these written as fast as I can without compromising the quality of what I'm writing. Anyways thanks for reading chapter three of my story. Let me know anything you want me to add/ fix or anything of that sort. I love the feed back}