Killing me inside

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Pain is something I can't break
It's something I can't seem to take
From all my blood running down my face
As u watch me slowly break.
.
The things I rather say
Always come out a different way.
Everything I want to say.
Seem always so far away.
I gasp for air and try to breath.
You are the reason why I never leave.
.
U are a chemical in my brain.
Always causing me all this pain.
Anxiety is something i can't run from.
If I run,walk, scream and shout.
U never seem to get out.
.
Oh the pain u cause inside my brain.
Is making me, go insane.
Insane.
.
Please go away, and take me far away
So that I'll never be the same.
Let me live my life 
Because I want to feel alive
.
No matter what I do
It's always cause of you
.
So please keep me alive.
Instead of killing me inside.

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