Its been a whole week since Jahari and i properly spoke, ever since then, we've talked more, had laughs together and hung out together at each others house, since our houses were quite close together.As for jay... we haven't spoken since the accident that occurred at the party, there were some instances where we would bumped into one another. but he'd just walk away. So at the moment I'm just waiting for the right moment to talk to him.
today Misha and Savy wanted us to go out, because of this carnival going on near the country side, my mom allowed me to go since it's Misha and Savy, whom were the only people she trusts the most from my friend group. They should be here any moment now..
"Ding"
That must be them. I am actually quite excited for today, especially because it's my first time going to the carnival; in Nigeria we had something completely different from how it's display here or so I've been told. I haven't really got a sense in direction of how or what the carnival is about.
Nasuka come here your friends are at the door * Uche said *
I'm coming I said as i ran downstairs to greet them "Hi guys, so what do you think of my outfit?"
Love love love it * Savy said *
Yes it looks absolutely gorgeous on you especially with your amazing figure, the dress brings out your shape more * misha added*
Thank you, your outfits look immaculate as well. Shall we get going ? "Yes let's go" oh by the way Savy's brother plans on dropping us off today, hope that's okay with you?
Ye Misha it's completely fine, besides it's not my first time going in his car is it ?" Haha, Yea yea I know."
*****
upon our arrival to the carnival, we rushed to go explore the place, we went on rides, ate food and played until we got tired- "at least I got tired" eventually i decided to take a break and sit down on one of the benches whilst Savy and Misha went on some of the other rides. i looked for books online to lessen by boredom until I looked up to stare at the night sky, i couldn't believe my eyes
so I quickly stood up to run up to catch him Jay! Jay! , I screamed But no response I screamed again Jay! But this time he looked up to me but not with a welcoming look rather a look that screams i do not wish to talk to you again, like ever. but i was still very determined to rekindle our friendship hence why I waved and gestured him to come over
Hi Nasuka, how are you ?
Oh I am fine and you?
I'm good as well ...* he said awkwardly whilst lowering his head to the floor* "So, I was hoping to catch you sometime haha, but anyways I had wanted to apologize for what happened at the party, as you know I was drunk and not in the right state of mind-"
Mhm ...So to sum it up jay regarding the kiss. sorry it ended up that way because I wanted to kiss you I truly did but I didn't want our first kiss to end up like this. a slight smile flashed across his face at the conner of his lips as he said, damn "I really thought you was not feeling me, that's why you ain't wanna kiss me, got me a bit sad not gon lie, but what do you mean by you ain't want our first kiss to be like this?"
Oh haha nothing jay, it's really nothing important Atleast.
Nahh... see now you gotta tell me, to know if you feeling me or not, understand?No I don't understand * I said in a low pitched voice *
See Nasuka, I think you know I like you, I know we've only met a few weeks ago, but from the moment I set my eyes on you I was completely struck by your beauty and the more we spoke on that day, on the bus I fell even drawn to you but if you don't like me back it's completely fine.
No no jay that's not the problem I like you Jay, I REALLY DO..... but it's my first time expressing myself to a guy before and I've never really been in a relationship before
haha ohh.. You tryna get in a relationship with me Nasuka ?* it got silent, really silent after he had said all of that to me, i was overwhelmed but i still really do like jay "
....Yes?
Aight b, know what? we gon take it slow, REALL.. SLOW, I'm not tryna make you feel uncomfortable or do something you don't want to do. okay?
Yes, I would very much like that boyfriend?
Good, girlfriend haha, But anyways my friends over there waiting for me, you tryna go on some rides with me?
No-Not really, A little tired from all these rides, I was trying to take a break before I saw you
"Nah b, see you with me now, so we going on the ride?
Uh fine * I jokingly rolled my eyes* Aight let's go meet my friend first.
we were walking when he slowly but gently held my hands and then asked " is it okay that I held your hand?" I was fully flushed as I said "yes " and quickly took my other hand to cover my face because I could feel my face heating up and my heart beating as quickly as possible .I wonder if jay felt the same way I asked myself looking up trying to get a glimpse of his face, whilst my face was fully flushed.

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enemies to lovers
RomanceThis might be like any other romance book but teenage girl Nasuka from Nigeria goes back to the U.S, and met some unexpected people jahari and Jay but only one of them's her lover before they depart.