I guess that at this time i want to write some things again..I dont really think i care about the whole process of having things set in a professional way, so i will just go ahead and write some things down, mostly what i'm thinking of at the moment, as i am writing it, maybe that way i can also get a glimpse on how my mind actually pictures things, just because i don't really ever see a clear image whenever i try to tell a story.
When i usually think of a story, or i get an idea, i don't care about how i would actually explain it to someone that is just reading it on paper...especially since my writing style is actually very erratic, VERY erratic, I could just pull a quote from the original shape of the story i am going to try and create/put down on paper in this document...i may also have this uploaded somewhere, but i don't think i care about that at the moment, this is for me, i want to be a little selfish, which i guess i have avoided for a while just because when you think of creating media, you involuntarily also want it to become something popular, something that people will maybe enjoy, or something that will maybe make some money, who doesn't like some extra revenue after all....I mean, even i have, multiple times thought about making some random designs or writing some dumb shit on a tshirt and having it sold on redbubble just because i know a friend who made a couple bucks with some really cool images he made based on Genshin Impact (follow Valpochiro if you ever read this).
Onto a different idea now...not sure what it is yet honestly, my brain just decided that the previous idea is over, and i think i am also going to try to explain a little bit on how my mind usually goes about things....i had like 5 variants for the last idea just because i can't really explain it...i guess we will all get to see after all, just because i don't know yet, as AGAIN, i'm just writing down what i'm thinking of at the moment, i did just realize that this this may also be some form of meditation for me, as i am not thinking of anything else besides what i want to put down on paper and what i am thinking of without wanting to, in order to continue my idea...i refuse to read back to what i wrote there, there is your glimpse into my thought process i guess.
NOW THOUGH
I think it is about time i start writing the story as well, i do have a second document open at the moment with the original version of it which may never see the light of day, besides a mate but that doesn't count, not sure how i will start it yet, probably randomly, probably in first person the same way as here.....thank you for the patience i guess?
YOU ARE READING
Madman Rambling
General FictionA great amalgamation of chaotic energy under the form of a journal/story i plan to use as a method to let everyone have a look into how my brain work.
