ONLY MINE | JINKOOK/YOONMIN

Yoongi

Jungkook was sleeping on the couch beside us, blood rolling from his feet.

"Shouldn't we check him out?" I asked Jimin. Jimin shuddered his shoulders and then jumped on my lap, with his arms around my neck.

"Why did you get so angry when Jungkook mentioned our wedding? Jealous?" Jimin asked playfully, his horny eyes on me. I rolled my eyes and pushed him away from my lap, Jimin fell on the couch and began to laugh.

"You always have to ruin the moment." Jimin laughed and sat up again beside me.

"I am just not in the mood to be part of your games."

"What games?"

"Why Jungkook was talking about your wedding? What are you planning? Jimin, cannot you see he is not interested? He never was. You just keep torturing yourself." I said coldly as stone.

"Shut it. He was just joking as always." Jimin rolled his eyes and put his leg over the other. I lifted him and put him back on my lap.

"And if he wasn't? If he insisted on marrying you only to take revenge on Jin, only to use your love in his favor? What would you do? Would you say yes?" I asked with an intense stare into Jimin's eyes. He stared at me back, not so confident as before. His eyes were soft and close to crying.

"I would say yes," Jimin whispered and I couldn't do differently than push him aside again. Jimin slowly got up on his feet and stared down at me.

"I love him, Yoongi. I love him for decades! Will you never understand?!" Jimin yelled, tears rolling from his eyes. I jumped from the couch, standing right before him, our faces just a few centimeters from each other.

"I get it, ok? I know what it's like to love someone so much and for so long without a single chance to get this love in return!" I yelled into his face. We stared at each other.

"What about you both stop pitying yourselves and finally kiss?" Someone asked and we parted from each other. I looked at the door and Jin stood there with a mocking smile.

"What are you doing here, bitch?" Jimin barked at him.

"I came by to see how Jungkook is doing and convince him to give jobs back to our...his servants. They need to feed their kids as well." Jin said as he made his way toward the couch where Jungkook was lying.

"Kook? Jungkook? Jungkook!" Jin began to panic.

"How long is he in this state?" Jin asked and began to slap Jungkook's cheeks. 

"We need to call an ambulance!" Jin shouted while I and Jimin stared at him dumbfounded.

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I drove my car, Jimin in the seat beside me. Jin wanted to ride with Jungkook in an ambulance. He was so scared, the same way I was when I found Jimin's dead body in his apartment. I still see it in front of me as if it was yesterday. Jimin unconscious in a bathtub, his wrists cut, blood everywhere, and a goodbye letter on his side. I have never said about it to Jungkook, this is not his burden to bear. He never gave Jimin reason to believe that they can be together. He treated him purely as a friend, never giving him chances. Still, Jimin believed...believes they belong together.

Jin at least doesn't hide or keep his love secret. Not like me. I almost went crazy when I found Jimin like this, praying to God, keeping his secret from everyone, and treating him like a treasure every day but still, I am not ready to tell him how I am feeling about him. 

I looked away from the road and looked towards him. He was worried but looked more upset than worried. Probably because Jin was the one who saved him. Again.

In the hospital, when Jungkook left with the doctors, Jin stayed with us and waited. When the doctor showed up and told us, Jungkook is gonna be ok. Jin didn't want to wait with us for Jungkook to wake up. He told us he didn't want to talk to him anymore. Then he disappeared. 

"Do you have to tell Jungkook about Jin?" Jimin asked.

"You be happy I won't tell him about how you wanted to throw Jin from the house. Not you, but Jin is maybe the reason why Jungkook is still living. I won't let you get profit from it." Yoongi said before he entered Jungkook's room.

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