Darkness Tasks.

The First Light.

When i woke up.. i felt .. i abit sick, as i heard my phone ringing next to me i sighed and pick it up and it was my gfn and i was likey going to pick up until heard my mom yelling my name and i put my phone down and got up out my bed walking to the nearest bathroom i could find and i could still hear my mother screaming my name from downstairs and i yelled back at her saying " I CAN HEAR U !" and in the middle of me saying that i started to puke above the sink in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror as i do so .. i could hear my mothers footsteps knowing im probably in trouble i think to myself " oh fuckk.." i could hear my momma getting closer and closer to the door and i turn on the sink water so she didnt see I literally just puked in her sink when its a toilet right next to it shes gonna be pissed at me .. 3 mins went by as im sitting ina bathroom and i see the bathroom door bust open and my mom with a plate of food in her hand saying shes gonna throw it away if i don't get it now and eat it before we went out.. oh yeah btw i was going to meet my gfn parents today with mines so i was pretty excited about that until i thought how I didn't answer her phone call knowing she's a overthinker when it comes to me and it made me feel bad.. so as my mom handed me the plate and i been cleant the sink out and washed my hands i go to my room and closes the door as i say "thank you" to my mom and sits on my bed- after a while i think to call my gfn back and i ended up calling my gfn back and she answered very quickly and i didnt expect it at all and it made me wonder what happened.. - as i was about to talk all i hear is " BABYY!" and i froze.. " yes baby?!" I said to her feeling like I might've did something wrong..  " are u ready to see me!!?" I sigh really loud and i say " Yes my love i am !" And she asks what i am doing and i tell that i am eating and all i hear is a loud and very mean and aggressive weird noise from her saying.. " Hurry up or i kill her.." and the phone hung up .. i was .. calm but that.. didnt change the fact that my gfn was probably die.. but it was something I couldn't help with.. you never know I might've sent somebody out to kill her.. but i had no choice but to still go and see her so as i finished my food i ended up going to put my clothes on.. - 2 hours has past and I'm in the car at the moment driving to her house and when i get there i get out the car and see her standing right in-front of the door.. thinking " no shit that was her brother saying that" no i figure she wasn't actually gonna die.. like .. yeah her father is in the mafia.. so .. who.. or .. why would somebody wanna kill her.. i just shook my head or whatever i didn't really care as i walked up to her .. she hugged me very tight and i hugged her back and she lead me into the house.. when we got into the house her parents was there and i just looked at them thinking how her mother looked so much like her i could just kill them both.. i mean.. ugh i could love them both unconditionally.. her mom hugged me and i shook hands with her dad .. they told us we can head up to the room while my parents talk to them so we did what they said and headed to my gfn room and closed the door.. and i thought so much to lock it.. so i did not to do anything to her or as a sort.. but she did look at me and ask why i did lock it and i just shrugged my shoulders and sat on the bed and she hugged me again and said " I really love u .. Caleb" and mind u my name is no fucking CALEB! So as i looked at her with a very fucking calm face but a Mad mind i just wanted to strangle this bitch but.. i can hold myself back and i just hugged her back and she back up from me saying " Im sorry i didn't mean to call u Caleb i mean zane.." and mind u my name is no where close to fucking Caleb like this girl must think I'm dumb.. which i think im pretty normal actually..  i just sit there and say " I didn't hear u say caleb tho.. but who is caleb?" I say and she respond with " oh oh uh one of my friends don't worry" and she starts to kiss my cheek and fiddle with her fingers.. and this why I don't date white girls in the first place  i just think to myself as I'm thinking why I'm still sitting next to this whore.. and i just look at her and started to kiss her out the angry and yes i express my angry with sex so she knows .. when I'm mad but I don't notice I'm mad at all and she just lays down letting me feed off her as i start to kiss all on her thinking to fuck her up in the process but she taps my back and when i turn around i see her big brother.. Michael.. like oh fuck you gotta be kidding me and i thought to myself how did he get the fucking key to open the door.. like are u serious rn.. and mind u Michael is my ex boyfriend.. yes i am bi- and I guessed he'd was still obsessed with me minding he always fucks with me when I'm with my gfn Katlynn which is his sister.. did u know that or did i literally already just say that? Oh well whatever it doesn't matter but still i did kinda still like him he was very handsome but he just didn't know how to keep his hands to himself and know how to control himself so i left and met his sister which I didn't know was his sister but its whatever and now back to this as i saw him standing there he grabbed my shirt and pulls me to side and pinned me to the wall forcing me to look at him and i did look at him with my dead blunt black very high eyes and he just starred at me back smiling and looking down at my lips whispering to me that he still wants me and to meet him in his room at 4:00 and its already 3:50 so he's giving me 10 minutes to do what..? But i listened to him did as deed and he left out the room winking at me and waving at his sister and i sat back down next to her and she laughed.. i thought to myself this bitch is weird...