Chapter 1.

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Hi. My name is Aria. I am really young and the things that go through my mind at night aren't what usal girls my age think of unless they are going through the same thing I am going through. My mum...hell she is not a mum she doesn't get to be called that she is a cold hearted bitch. She took everything from me especially my child-hood.Anyway my name is Aria and I am 15. Threasa also known as my mum she isn't the kind of mum you would want. She abuses,does drugs,drinks, and worst of all has affairs. While she is doing that my dad knows nothing about most because he was is living in England with my grammy since she has a heart diease. Aside from that my life is going some what great!


The first day of school is close after about 3 days it is me going back to hell where everyone doesn't have any better to do than calling me stupid names.At least there is this one guy his name was I think um Louis Thomson....I don't but it's runs along with something like that he is kind of nice but really shy for some reason. The only guy that has actually gave a damn about me is my boyfriend Liam. He is 2 years older then me but he actually cares about me unlike the assholes at my school.


~First Day of School~


"Hey sweetie wake up you don't want to be late for school" Threasa said opening my door. "Why do you care if I am late or not" I snap at her. "Aria get the hell up before I come over there" she yells loud enough just so she can scare me. I groan and get up. "Why do you have to make me so..." I say but then she cuts me off. "Oh hey babe I just came down here to wake Aria" she puts a pity smile on her face when my dad comes down. He smiles and places a sweet gental kiss on her lips. I roll my eyes "morning to you too now can you get out" I say harshly. "Attitude young lady" he says in a very deep voice meaning that he is serious. "yeah yeah yeah now move big guy" I say chuckling. He eventually gets out with that bitch so now I can get ready. I wasn't really planning on impressing anyone today so I just decided to wear some ripped skinny jeans,a worn out t-shirt,my black converse,then I just put some eyeliner;masscara;eyeshadow; and a soft pink lip stick. After I was done I went do go to my hair nothing fancy just straighten and put a side braid to make me look not to poor in my looks. After I was done I looked at myself and smiled at the way I looked, I went downstairs to see my brother Randy siting at the tabel. I felt so bad for him I saw how hard he tried to cover up the bruis on his cheek.


"Aria you decided to join us" he says with a bit of sarcasm


"Why wouln't I? I mean I am still your daughter right?" I ask


"Sadly you are" Threasa mumbles into my ear as she walks by.


I freeze I didn't know what to say after I heard that.The pain I felt from hearing that from your own mum. Out of all of her little things she could have said to me she used something that every kid doesn't not want to hear from the parents. The sound of her voice. Her hot breath says against my ear. I keep replaying of what happen a second ago until a loud yell starls me. "ARIA LETS GO" my dad yells. I quickly get my bag and run to the car. When we get to school I take a deep breath. "Have fun" my dad says but I change those words to 'I hope you make it through the day'. I push away my negitve remarks and nod. Before I get out of the can I hug my dad and exchange my 'I love you's' and 'byes'. I wave bye at him and stand there looking at the car drive away, saying in my head "No please don't go! Take me with you! I hate it here!" After that the car is no where to be seen I roll my eyes and turn around to see Liam. He is wearing a baby blue tank top showing his arms which every girl adores and add that all up with his jeans and boots. It is kind of hot for boots but who care it looks hot on him.


"Hey babe how are you" he says with his extreamly adorable accent along with his deep voice.


"Hi Liam" I hug him trying not to show how badly I hate life at the moment but

I completly failed at that.


"What is wrong?"


"Nothing" I lie. Hopfully he bought it because I do NOT want to make a huge speech on why I absoulty hate life. He nods and smiles taking my hand and we head to class.


After that extreamly boring hour I get a text from her . I look at the text.


~Why do you keep coming around? Please answer me that! God Aria you aren't wanted here not in this house but in the world! Without you everything the whole world would be happy! But no Aria always has to ruin things!~


It is so hurtful that I just want to find a hole and cry for days ; weeks ; months. But as my dad raised me he said I need to be confident and be strong. She was obviouly drunk but, the words she used. I mean she could've been drunk but then again she probably wasn't. I look down at my phone and turn it off. I was stupid and overwhelmed with emotions I forgot to see what time it was.


"Um Liam what time is it?" I ask as we walk to his locker.


"It is 12:35" he says as he opens his locker. "Why do you have some where to be?" he ask while putting his books away getting his money for lunch.


I forgot what he said when I see Louis walking by. He is really cute but he seems like a bad guy. Liam he is kind,smart,intellegent and most of all he know how to love a girl. Louis he looks like a mistake but worth making all together.I feel a tap on my shoulder and see Liam.


"So what do you say?" I have no idea what he is asking.


"What?"


"Do.You.Want.To.Come.Eat.With.the.Lads.and.I" he says laughing acting like I don't know how to speak. I giggle at his tone of voice and nod saying yes.


When we get in the car to meet up at some food place I have never been before the whole car ride is awkward silence. When we get there it smells kind of like some type of pizza place.We walk in and see everyone of Liams friend there. We walk towards them and while Liam is saying hello to everyone I am standing next to him like a total idiot not knowing what to say. The blonde kid starts to talk.


"What is your name love?" he says with his thick Irish accent. I get chills when I hear him speak.


"oh um I'm Aria...." I say with no confidence once so ever.I look over to where Harry is sitting out of all of them I only know Harry and Louis. I've talked to Harry before but I have never spoken to Louis.


"Nice to meet you Aria come sit" he says patting the seat next to him. I smile and sit next to him right across from Louis. I look up and catches his eyes looking into mine. I get distracted until he looks down.


"I um have to go I will see you guys tomorrow" Louis says getting up leaving. I look at him and wonder why he is acting that way. Is it because of me? Is it because he isn't comfortable with girls around him? Which I think otherwise because he is a good looking guy. All of these questions go through my head until we start to give out our orders. After everyone has send out their order I sit down in silence and wait. Still thinking of why Louis had to leave so early and why he had to leave right when I got there. My mind over flows with question but I push them all back trying to have a decent time before I have to not only go back to school but then go back home where the grudge is.






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