The 5th sense

A struggling suprise

(Rebekah ' s pov)
I lay in my bed thinking about her. It's been 6 months since her death and I'm still struggling with out her. But the thing is I can hear her Sara can see her and Ashlyn can feel her in her presence. She hasn't said much to me just only warnings like if I'm in a bad situation she will tell me how to get out. I try talking to her but she doesn't always answer. I've had dreams of where all of us were still together and happy. It's sad and sometimes it doesn't feel like she is gone she just is where I can't see her or anything. Sara has told me that whenever she sees her she is crying and it looks like she is mouthing "I'm so sorry." But it only lasts for a few seconds. Ashlyn has told me she feels Bre in her presence like 3 or 4 times a week. We usually visit her grave every weekend and have a picnic and put flowers out for her. Sometimes I even think she moves stuff in our apartment to get our attention. But anyways were all still struggling and we've had therapist talk to us about her and everything we all go every thursday.
We have gone for the last three months and have made progress. I feel like the more we go the less we see,hear, and feel her. I wonder if she thinks we are trying to ignore her or something. But everything will be ok we've decided we were going to get a cat in her honor and call it Bre. Sara said she would go to the shelter next week and get one.

(Sara's pov)
I'm on my way now to get a cat at the shelter. It's just down the road from our apartment so I shouldn't take long. I'm there within 5 minutes and I'm greeted by this woman. I didn't look at her until I was done looking through my purse to see if I had my Peter pan wallet Bre bought me a week before our trip to the the Disney park. I look up and the girl looked a lot like Bre. But she had brown eyes and Bre had blue eyes. It was funny because her name was Clementine and that was Bre's favorite name. Clementine walked with my to chose a kitten. We were looking around and one caught my eye. It had a bit of yellowish fur and beautiful blue eyes. It kinda resembled Bre with the blue eyes and blond hair. I teared up thinking about her. I calmed myself down before anyone noticed. " Clem I'll take this little one please." "Awh good choice we got her 6 months ago and she is very sweet." I raised my eyebrow because that's when Bre passed away. " What day did you get her?" I asked curiously. "Umm June 16th." I started to tear up again that's the same day she died. " Oh I'm so sorry are you ok did I say something wrong." I cried even more because that is exactly what Bre would have said. " No no I'm fine its just my good friend died that day and I just thought about her." I replied sniffling. She hugged me and said sweetly " It's gonna be ok I lost my daughter that day too." I pulled back "what was her name?" I blurted accidently. " She was adopted because I couldn't take care of her when she was born but her name was Bre." I gasped " THAT WAS HER NAME!"