Freens povs...
we're at the Pierre Victoire near Oxford university eating dinner, it's a french restaurant
I'm wearing sunglasses and a white Cap
"what if someone see us?"
"we're not friends, we have no relationship.." she said while eating salad
"but you kiss me.." I sip on my lemonade juice
"why do you want to have dinner with me? are you expecting that we're getting close again and became lovers ? nah sorry but I love my boyfriend.."
I felt a sharp pain inside of me, she really finding a way how to hurt me
"I told you, you don't need to come with me..and go home."
"what is your plan against my father?, please.... richie and I love him so much if you kill him.."
"you're going to kill me?"
she close her eyes
"I am no longer a Mafia boss the empire is gone, that's why I'm working here."
she gasps
"you have business in Singapore why don't you go back there?"
I just look at her
she really wants to get rid of me
deep inside me hoping that maybe she still love me or would love me again not just hoping for her forgiveness
I have no reason to fight
to live..
I just nod.
"what? answer me.."
"finish your food and go home it's already late.."
"My dorm here is near in university, just 5 mins ride."
"Good for you.."
I'm so upset
I wanna go home
her mood is hot and cold, when she kiss me earlier.. I thought she really miss me and still love me, but now?
I sigh
she's hurting me again
I shouldn't feel bad , because in the first place I am the one who hurt them.. I almost killed richie, I almost destroyed her
"Stephen is not good for you.. still acting like a spoiled brath kid." I hissed
I really hate that guy
"Don't talk shit about him.. he's good."
she's frowning and look mad at me while drinking her pineapple juice
"Tss.".
Umiling nalang ako
di pa ako ready makipag usap sakanya ng masinsinan.. naduduwag ang puso kong humingi ng tawad sa nagawa ko..natatakot ako na magagalit sya ng lubos ulit pag inuungkat ang nakaraan..
she already finish her food
"I need to go , I still have a Class tomorrow.. I need to rest.."
she's staring at me seriously
"okay.."
she stand and get her bag
"see you tomorrow.." she said and I nod. "Thanks for the dinner." and she left
after kong mag bayad lumabas nako, I saw her car driving away
kakaalis nya lang?
I sigh
