Jealousy takes a tole,

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"Y/n? Are you and Tom dating? Have you made it official? Y/n how does it feel to be a teen heartthrobs girlfriend? Y/n look over here please" the press yelled out at me as I walked into a huge party held for the release of Tokio hotels new album.

I wore a tiny little jean skirt with a short tank top,

Now you heard the press but I'm not dating Tom we're just good friends or fuck buddies one can say, we've made a solid friends with benefits agreement because he's scared of how the fans will react to us being together which I think is stupid.

The party was loud with the smell of weed and cigarette smoke lingering around, final day by their band was playing loud,

I walked over to the bar grabbing a bottle of beer to start off the night
"Y/n you look great" bill pops out from behind me slipping his arm around my waist,

"ThankS, you look handsome as always" I told him giving him a slight side hug, he kissed my forehead.
Bill and I are extremely close but Lately bill has been quite touchy with me and more flirty, I haven't looked much into since he knows what's happening between Tom and myself.

"This party looks awesome" I smiled at bill but couldn't help to search around the party for Tom.

"I know they did a great job" he said shouting out his manager's.
"Where's Tom?"I asked bill still glancing around the room, his eyes widened and smirked, he gestured over to the right,
"Looks like someone broke the deal" bill giggled acting like Tom and I were a joke but could I blame him after what I just saw,

Tom was surrounded by girls as he held the ass of one kissing her neck and smiling at the other girls,

My face dropped, it felt like betrayal, I know I know we're not together together but he told me he loved me, he told me we'd wait until his fans got used to me just being his friend so that we could become more.

"Don't worry y/n I can assure you he's properly doing it to protect you and all the rumours from the press, and our managers have been on our ass about keeping fans in 'love' with us" he tried reassuring me, but I don't care. Last time I talked to a guy who seemed interested in me he ended up knocked out in a hot tub with Tom furious.... Long story. Anyway

Within seconds of myself and bill staring at Tom he looked over to us, his face screamed that he was embarrassed almost ashamed, but i didn't care
I shot my head to bill, who was already staring back,
"Kiss me" I demanded almost causing him to smirk. He leaned in quick smashing out lips together riding his hands up my waist as I did the side of his face.

I peaked my eye over to Tom who was no longer in the corner and now standing right over us.

"WHAT THE FUCK BILL" Tom pushed bill hard away from me.

Bill just laughed,  mind you bill is drunk and high out of his mind

"Y/n what are you doing" Tom asked pissed off

I teared up and quickly ran away into a random room,

How stupid could I be and why would he act like that as if he hadn't just practically cheated on me

I chugged down my beer mad and sat on the bed

the door swung open and slammed shut,

Tom looked furious as he walked over to me and stood towering over my small frame which sat on the bed,

"Why the fuck are you kissing my brother?" Tom spat at me mad

I stood up mad, "why the fuck were you touching and kissing other girls" I spat back,

He grabbed my arm,

"To protect you y/n from the fans from the hate, I saw your journal y/n" he put his head down

"T-Tom" I tried speaking,

"M-my, that's personal stuff Tom" I turned from him ashamed

"I'm sorry y/n" he looked down  and softened his gaze.

He put his hand on my cheek.

"Get your ass hands off of me" I swatted him away and he giggled.

"It's not funny Tommy" I spat,

"Don't call me Tommy" he spat back jokingly,

"Tom I thought we were more, besides what you read, I thought we had boundaries" I said getting serious. He raised an eyebrow, oh god here comes a snarky comment,

"So did I y/n until I saw you smacking lips with my twin brother" he said getting angry again,

I stood up, "listen you were doing shit first with those girls and I reacted out of jealousy" I turned away from him embarrassed that I was jealous.

I felt his presence come closer as his warm chest attach to my back,

"Jealous" he whispered. His hot breath trembled down my neck causing me to heat up. He ran his hands down my waist.

I turned to him now face to his chest and looked up at his big hazel doe eyes,

"Yes I've taken some of the fans comments personally but the worse out come was seeing you with other girls thinking you're protecting me. It hurts Tom to see that they're winning and getting what they want but shouldn't they be happy you're happy" I looked down feeling my sensitive ass get emotional.

"You're right love. I shouldn't have listened to anyone else but myself, losing you is worse than losing a couple fans" he raised my chin up towards him.

"It hurt too you know" he looked away.

"What did?" I asked,

"Seeing you kiss bill, seeing what's mine taken with someone else, I swear if he wasn't my brother I would've killed him" he got angry, Tom has very bad anger issues with a bit of a high ego which never mixes well.

"Take it as karma" I joked

"Oh shut up" he smirked.

"Be my girl friend" Tom said while looking deep into my eyes searching for a reaction.

I smiled up at him then remembered the outcome and looked away, " y/n I don't care about what anyone else thinks I just want you" he kissed my forehead,

"I want you too" I smiled again.

He smiled back putting his hands on both my cheeks pulling me in for a deep long kiss. Our lips perfectly matched and moved together instantly.

Let's just say Tom and I walked out of that party telling the press we were official.

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