*in the Tokoi Hotel tour bus*
Bill - Tom wake up!
Tom - huh?
Bill - get up
Tom - but I'm tired
Bill - you can sleep later but right now we have to have a talk
Tom - about?
Bill - we will tell you soon, get changed and come to the table
Tom - alright
*Tom gets changed*
Tom - what do yous wanna talk about?
Gustav - no good morning, how was your sleep?
Tom - my bad, good morning everyone how was your sleep
George - that was the most sarcastic thing I've ever heard you say
Bill - anyway Tom we wanna know who was that girl last night?
Tom - oh y/n?
Gustav - yes her
Tom - well, do yous want me to be honest or?
George- yes, be honest
Tom - I met her doing autographs and I fell in love with her eyes and her face, the way she spoke and her personality, she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen
Bill - jeez, I've never heard you talk about a girl like that
George- yeah neither, so your 100% in love
Tom - well I don't actually know, I met her once
Gustav - did you get her number or anything?
Tom - shit
Bill - I'm guessing not
Tom - I was so in the moment I guess I was caught up in it all and totally forgot to ask for it
George - great, what are we going to do now
Bill - wait so you actually am in love and it's not a night thing like all the other girls?
Tom - yes, this is the one I want
Gustav - we gotta find her
George - do you have a photo of her?
Tom - no but I remember what she looks like, brunette hair, diamond eyes, kissable lips and light freckles
Bill - and are we gonna just ignore the fact that he kissed her on the cheek
Tom - she had to go find some chick and I wasn't gonna let her go without a goodbye
George - not all goodbyes have to be kisses
Tom - this one did
Gustav - anyway, we have to practice so we will sort it out later
*during them practicing*
Bill - Tom why do you keep stuffing up
Tom - I just have a lot of things on my mind at the moment
Bill - alright, well cmon we needa do this
*15 minutes later*
Tom - guys can I have a break real quick
George - yeah, sure whatever be back at 9:50
Tom - okay thanks
*Tom wonders to his room, shuts the door and leans against it*
I miss this girl and it hasn't even been a full day. How could I of been so stupid and forget to ask for her number. And it's the only time I truly love someone, I remember all the other times. This is so dumb. What if I never see her again, what if she finds some dude, maybe she was just playing with me but why would she I'm Tom Kauliz. Oh my gosh I need to stop self obsessing. I love her though. I broke down into tears, I never normally cry and I have never cried over a girl. I slabbed my head against the door making a big bang sound. Bill and the others rushed in.
Gustav- shit, are you okay Tom?
George - Tom?
Bill leaned down and wrapped his arms around me. He whispered in my ear
"Tom you have to tell us what's happening"
I couldn't stop crying. I stood up and left. I took the keys of the car we had and took it for a spin. Driving was always something to help me calm down. It got my anger out, but I had to be careful not to go to far and cause a crash or something dangerous. Tears flooded my eyes. I hated crying. All this over a girl. Shes not any girl though, she's 'the' girl. I want no other but her. I started feeling nauseous and pulled up on the side of the road. I threw up. I can't believe all of this was over a girl. I'm not complaining though she's beautiful, but am I going insane? I don't know.
