Your crime is against me

your sins(Gianna) part 2

No one ever loved me except my family. And Kelly, I so want to get out of the mafia world, and go to school like any normal girl. and choose a man for myself. Don't let them choose me in favor of the mafia. I can't stand it so much. What I'm asking for is just to be a free girl, without the mafia world to leave me fucking alone. And they almost never tell me anything about the eyes of the mafia, my father tells me that it shouldn't be important to me and the only thing the mafia will involve me in is my wedding. But I will never be able to get out of the role of "mafia princess" that's what everyone calls me, that's what I am as a girl. No longer an ordinary girl, the "mafia princess" is my nickname. Mafia people never called me Gianna. But they don't know that the cruel mafia princess is on her way to haunt them. I swear that one day I will run away from this fucking world.

After the death of my brother Liam, I was left with one little sister. Liliana. She is only 12 years old. While I turn 18 in two months. Which means that in another year I will have to be engaged. But what they don't know, that I intend to take Liliana and run away from this world. Move to Mexico, I don't know where. But I don't think it will end well. After all, I'm from the Japanese mafia. And almost everyone hates us. I've seen a lot of mafia bosses in my life, but only one managed to turn me on. Ray, head of the Chicago mob. He is only two years older than me. And he's single, which means I can get him at any time, but I'm not interested in marrying someone who has ties to the mafia. And I'll make sure my sister Liliana doesn't join this stinking world either.

I know my sister doesn't like the mafia world either, she's just young and wants to spend her childhood with her friends in a regular school, and not with private tutors all the time. I don't think I ever had a real childhood. After all, my father was busy all day with mafia affairs, and my mother is on a different flight every day, because she is a fashion designer, and has a brand in London. She is there almost every week. I will not tolerate one more minute with the screams of my parents lying down, it's disgusting. I know they want a son to be father's heir, and since they had to murder Liam, there is no heir. God, I'd rather drown you Myself in the bath than hearing mom moan 24/7. I am not interested in another brother, but as if there are choices. I don't want another child who wants to live a normal life to enter the world of murder, drug dealers, trafficking in women. I don't want my little brother to enter such a nasty world. I won't allow it. Never, I just wanted Liliana to have a normal life. But no, it didn't happen. Neither did I, I was supposed to remain a virgin until the wedding, but my brother decided to rape me. No one knows it except the family. And my father says that I am a virgin, because if they find out that I am not, they will not marry me to anyone. I'm dying to tell this, because I don't want to marry anyone.