sorry for not updating, and writing on this. ssssooooo much has happened, and it has honestly thrown me off so fucking far off. First; yes i guess i did have fun at the beach and stuff, but all i have ever felt was more anxiety - piled on more anxiety. To the point where i have made big ass piles of hair that i have pulled out
I have had two or maybe three angry meltdowns a lil, cried a tad bit. Over all, i have kinda come to the conclusion; i may have depression, or something along those lines, and moving away from the house i basically know like the back of my hand(and my lil found family ig? dont get me wrong tho, i have new friends at this school too, i just missed my old school way too fucking much; dwelling on it for months, maybe will turn into a year)
Was fucking bad for me, since now i have all of these fucking weird things(mostly the anxiety part, and depression; kinda did have anxiety back then or smth, but it wasn't bad bad to the point of making big piles of hair ig?? i mean i did pull on my hair, but i have drawn my anger and anxiety out as Kyle and Tweek - it helped,, fuck i don't even know what im saying). To the point where i kinda do think of kms, but ofc i wouldn't do it
I don't have the balls to do anything at all, really... i let my emotions get the better of me, and then it goes all so wrong
ANYYY WAYS!
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SUMMARY
Not a good month as of now
But its getting a bit better now ig
Don't worry about me, and take care of yourself !!
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Random✦‿︵Turning this into a Diary type of book. You don't have to read this at all; it's a bit of TMI about myself, but yeah. Just here to write about myself, so i guess i can relieve some stress? i dunno, but yea. Again, you don't have to read this
