You're My Angel [ON HOLD]

You're My Angel🔞

This chapter is rated 18+. Please skip if  you're uncomfortable.

Well you see this chapter might be a bit emotional and of course, it's a soft Kim here. So don't expect anything dark lmao...

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Kim was much bewildered hearing Chay's words. He could not make out how to make Porchay understand. Kim had been holding back for so long.

Chay was looking down fiddling with his fingers. Kim gently touched his cheek and made him look at him. Chay's cheeks were tomato red from embarrassment. He looked at the older with innocent eyes.

And how can Kim resist those eyes? Those innocent doe eyes for which Kim fell for Chay. He leaned forward and slowly captured those strawberry coloured lips in a sweet kiss, slow and full of love. He then slowly pulled away and rubbed Chay's cheek with his finger.

"Let's discuss in the bedroom?" Kim said softly. Chay nodded his head and quickly hid in Kim's chest. Kim held him by the butt and picked him up like a kid while Chay wrapped his legs around Kim's waist.

Kim slowly carried him to the bedroom. He sat on the bed leaning on the headboard, putting Chay on his lap. The younger was still hiding his face in Kim's chest from embarrassment, his heart beating a thousand miles per second.

"Angel..." Kim said as he gently stroked his back, "Look at me baby..."

Chay shook his head. He was straddling on Kim's lap hugging him tightly. Kim chuckled at his cuteness and pecked his head, caressing his fluffy hair with one hand while the other hand drawed calming lines on his spine.

"It's fine angel..." Kim said with his calming voice, "Look at me baby..."

Chay slowly pulled away, and even though he was still shy to look at Kim, he looked at him with flushed cheeks. Kim smiled softly at him patting his head.

"Tell me angel, what made you think that you're not well enough?" Kim asked softly so as not to make him uncomfortable.

"I-I..." Chay did not know what to say so he pursed his lips. How would he tell Kim that he was insecure.

"Baby, you're the most precious, the most pure living being I've ever came across..." Kim said, "I adore you so much that I'm afraid to ruin you angel. I want to make you mine so badly that sometimes I feel like I'm gonna hurt you..."

Chay looked up at him with his big doe eyes like a curious kid. Kim was looking down at him with a sad smile which made Chay sad and he pouted his lips.

"I-I thought you needed some time..." Kim continued, "I never wanted to make your feel insecure my little one..."

Chay wanted to say something but was cut off by Kim's next words, "I love you..."

Chay's mouth remained hung open. He closed his mouth and blankly stared at the older. They had been together for nearly two months and Kim always calls him with endearments like 'my love' but never even once did the two say 'I love you' to each other. The three magical words remained unsaid. Chay was too scared and insecure to say it whereas Kim always thought it was too soon. Chay was his precious baby and he would better suffer alone than hurt him but now he knows that his actions made Chay insecure.

"I know I'm really late but-" Kim's next words remained unsaid when Chay quickly pulled him to a kiss. Kim was shocked because he knew that Chay only takes the first step to kiss him when he's overwhelmed by his emotions and cannot stop himself. Kim slowly relaxed and kissed his back, pulling him closer by his waist.

Chay kissed him until he could feel that he could not breathe anymore, and he still didn't stop kissing. If it was not for Kim then Chay would never stop kissing. Kim gently pulled away from the kiss when he tasted something salty. As he pulled away he saw the trail of tears on Chay's cheeks.