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Warnings: mentions of insecurity + arguing + alcohol (not really any fluff here, but they do make up)
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To say I felt insecure was an understatement.
There she was, beautiful as ever, odessa in her bikini showing off her toned figure.
Shes so effortlessly beautiful and I'm just me.
And Drew's seen her naked. And has had feelings for her.
That's a you issue.. not a them issue.
We walk down the stairs that lead to the beach to find most of them sitting on beach chairs.
Chase and Maddie being the only ones near the water.
Rudy turns around as he hears us coming, "Oh shit... sorry dude," he winces while looking at Drew.
I feel my cheeks warm up and I turn to see Drew shaking his head at Rudy , "Yeah, fuck you," he laughs at him.
"Why? What happened?" Austin asks.
Oh no.
"I walked in on them fucking," he says causally and all eyes widen.
"What! We weren't!" I say quickly shutting him down and he laughs.
"Well you were about to," he explains as I sit down on one of the chairs, and begin to say "No we weren't!"
"Yeah, just because you don't get pussy doesn't mean you get to jeopardize my experiences," Drew says taking a seat next to me and my eyes widen at his words.
He knows I hate when people bring up my sex life so publicly. It's not that I'm awkward about it, it just makes me uncomfortable that other people might be imagining me naked. And drew's sentence was a bit to descriptive for my liking.
I turn to look at him, but he doesn't seem to notice how much it bugs me because he's smiling.
"Bold of you to assume you'd get any," I stare at him, a little on edge but not letting it show. It's obvious it bothered me because I'm looking at him in disbelief, but he doesn't seem to care.
"Of course I would," he says smirking.
Um... excuse me?
He keeps talking with the rest of the group while I still stare at him not caring about my existence.
Ok. Maybe I'm being dramatic. But if any other guy talked about me that way, so insensitively, I'd think they're an asshole. The only thing that keeps me from telling him that is the fact that I know he didn't mean it that way.
But at the same time, he just treated me like his little bitch that he fucks around with.
I look over to the sea and decide I'd rather be there at peace than looking at him act weird in front of his friends.
"Going in the water?" Drew asks me when I stand up.
I give him a fake smile and nod. I don't wanna be dramatic.
I walk to the sea, passing chase and Maddie who I say hi to, and take a plunge into the ocean.
That feels good.
It's the perfect temperature for a hot sunny day.
I dip my head back to tame my hair and then just swim around for a couple minutes.
"Having fun?" A voice startles my peace and quiet.
"Yeah it's really nice here," I smile at her.
"Yeah," bailey agrees while getting into the water with me. "That was a dick move back there though," she gives me an apologetic smile.
