My dad's bestfriend difficult love (FEMALE READER)

Chapter four (4)

Y/N P.O.V

We drove around town, listening to music. not talking much. "Wanna go to a café" I nodded "Yeah sure i could use some coffee" I laughed. 

He stopped the car and we got out. when we got to the door he opened it for me. "Well thank you, kind sir" I joked and walked inn "No problem princess" We sat down at a table for two with the window. "Hello, what do you guys want" The girl asked "just a black coffee for me" She wrote it down " Do you want cream" I shake my head "No thanks just normal black" i smiled "What do you want" She looked at Noah "could i get a coffee, nothing in and a cupcake" "sure thing"

I looked out the window at all the people. its funny to look at them, how they dress, how they walk "So soon summer brake, any plans" Noah say "No not really, probably going to sign up for a new job" I want to work in a caffe like this, i have worked in stores and restaurant before. "Well i hope u find something" We had gotten our coffee and he had gotten the coffee and cupcake. He had taken a bite of it with a fork "Do u want to try" I nodded, he then placed the fork to my mouth  with a bite on "taste" I opened my mouth and tasted it. Noah pulled out the fork and put it in in his mouth. I was in shook "How was it" "it was good, i liked it" He smiled "oh you have something" He pointed at my face. "where" i licked around my mouth  He signed for me to come closer "Here let me help you " His face was only inches away from mine. he then licked the corner of my mouth. He leaned back in his seat not smiling not saying anything. he just looked at me as he licked his lips. I drank my coffee. "Im finished, should we go" I walked up to the counter and paid before Noah did anything.

I walked fast to his car. he was slowly walking behind me. as soon as he opened the car i got in and put on the seatbelt. "Wanna do anything else" He ask starting the car "erm no lets go home i'm tired" He didn't say anything else. We finally got home and i went straight up to my room. mom and dad was still not home. I collapsed on the bed, What is wrong with him, he does things i cant explain. i took off my knee socks and t shirt. i kept the skirt on, i put on a light blue hoodie. i laid on my stomach and watched some Netflix. after 1 hour the door opened. i didn't bother to look. the person didn't say anything. "hello, Noah what do you want" i pause the movie and turn my head. he is standing right behind me. "You shouldn't lay like that with a skirt on" he say looking right down at my ass. "U perv Noah, im in my own house i can were whatever i want" i put my pc away and sat on the end of the bed. "What do you want" i say again to him. the time is 8pm mom and dad still wasn't home. "you can't get me what i want" i looked at him confused "What do you mean. just tell me and we can figure it out" He leans closer to me and i back down "Noah" is all i say before he is towering above me.

"Can you help me y/n" he say taking a strand of  my hair behind my ear. "Noah.... i don't think i can" My mind tells me to stop this but my heart wants to know what's going to happen. i slowly put my hand on his cheek. my eyes goes between his eyes and lips. He slowly starts to lean in. They only thing i hear is our breaths. Everything is going slow motion. am i really ready for this, for what's going to happen. i close my eyes. And i feel hot. His lips touching mine. its just a small kiss. i open my eyes his are still open. Do i want to go further. i place my hand at the back of his head and pushing him down to me again. 

he starts to kiss me harder and his hands are everywhere on my body. he brakes the kiss for a moment and stand up i do the same. He wraps his hands around my waist pulling me to him. he kisses me and lift me up. i wrap my legs around him. as we continue to kiss. he sits down at the bed with me on top. his hands on my hips. im so deep in to the kiss. His tongue slips in and out. He starts to move my hips on him. i can feel him beneath me. Getting harder. His breathing is heavy. i pull back "Noah" i almost moan out, this has to stop. He is my dads bestfriend "Noah stop" I say quietly. he stops, but keeps his hands on my hip "This, is not right" i get of off him. he does not say anything "I know" he finally say. "But don't tell me you don't want this, because your body tells me you want this" i couldn't say anything, ofc i want this, but it isn't right. "Noah. its complicated" i say walking to him taking his hands in mine " I.. i do like you more then you think, i have liked you for a long time. but its wrong, so wrong, in so many levels"  He looked down at me squeezing my hands "I know princesses, but i can't help it" I look at him. its a look of sadness, but its also a look of lust. "What if we hide it" he say  I shake my head "they are going to find out of it anyways" "can i at least kiss you again" he held my face. If he kisses me now, i don't know if i want to stop. it felt so good and right. but my heart is stronger then my brain " Yes" I say and he kisses me again. and i kiss back. his hands *SMAM*

I woke up. wtf It was dark outside and my pc didn't have more power. i took my phone and looked at the time "what the hell, how long did i sleep, and what a weird dream" the time was 11pm. i got out of bed and walked in to the bathroom. i used the toilet and washed my hands and face. brushed my teeth. i looked around the bathroom for a shirt. i saw a black one with some band pic on. i just took it. i put the rest of my clothes to wash. When i put the shirt on it smelled like Noah. Do i really like him, does the dream have a meaning. 

I didn't want to think more about it, i wasn't tired anymore, but i need to sleep i start school tomorrow. I walk down the stairs to the kitchen, its completely dark. im not scared to wake anyone, but i try to be as quiet as possible.  i make myself a sandwich and sit on the counter. I scroll trough my phone. i had a message from Mia. 

MIA: I'll pick you up to tomorrow, were something cute. 

i rolled my eyes at her text. i don't were cute things to school. I then hear footsteps coming down the stairs. i didn't move. probably mom, she always wake up at night. "y/n" the voice say. its Noah. i immediately feel myself blush, thinking back to the dirty dream i had. "N-Noah" I stuttered, BISH I NEVVER STUTTER. "What are you doing up" He ask opening the fridge to get a bottle of water "I just woke up and got hungry" I lifted up my sandwich. he walked over to me and placed the water bottle beside me. he placed each hand on either side of the counter trapping me. He lean in and i back up. but then he takes a big bite off my food. "HEY" He covered my mouth "Don't yell stupid girl, others are sleeping" I rolled my eyes pushing him away. it was only a small bite left, i didn't want that now. He was finished eating "Noah open your mouth " i say "Why" "just do it and close your eyes" He  hesitated but did it. i then pushed the last bite in his mouth. he must have been watching. he grabbed my wrist so i couldn't move my arm. He then takes two of my fingers in his mouth. i was in shock. it was warm and wet. i just looked him in the eyes, he looked at mine. He took them out and didn't say anything. he just left. I was in shook. WHAT IS THIS MAN, WHO IS THIS MAN. My insides where screaming. i jump off the counter and washed my hand

I then went up stairs to my room. I laid in my bed just looking up at the ceiling. i couldn't think, or i could think, but there was so much going on in my head.