My Villain

Father

"PAPA STOP." He just kept hitting me I was already on the ground but he said I fucking deserve it because I was with Orion again.

I haven't told Orion how my papa abuses me yet he would go apeshit and tell his father.

"You fucking whore. I see that hicky on your neck! YOUR 19 WHY DID HE GIVE YOU A HICKY AND WITH ORION PENTOVA?" I completely forgot to cover the marks that Orion had given me and my father found them the morning I came back.

"PAPA PLEASE I WONT GO WITH HIM ANYMORE" At this point I was begging him each punch and lash resulted in another bruise I would have to hide. If I just disappeared maybe my father would be happy. "Oh don't worry you definitely won't be seeing him. or anyone for that matter.." He chuckled as if we were old friends.

  he then picked me up and dragged me to my room. "Papa.. What're you doing" I said trying to sound as strong as possible. He dropped me on the floor and bent down grabbing my long blondish hair.  "You will be staying in your room for the next month with one meal a day and two waters. Ask for any more and I will make it a year." he smirked. I glare at him knowing I wouldn't be able to leave for awhile it would definitely be way more than a month.

Fathers never liked me so why be so lenient?

Nodding hoping to not make him more mad he left without saying another word to me.

I knew there was no escape he's done this before, I was on the third floor and the door was heavily locked with multiple guards anyway. I had escaped too many times when I was younger so he made sure to be extremely cautious now.

The only nice thing was that I had books upon books, every two weeks Orion got me a new book with a new genre so I wouldn't get bored. If my dad knew that Orion had given me these books he would burn them all.

Father started hitting me when I was 5. My mom left him because he was too busy with the mafia and he said she could leave as long as she left me. His heir. That's why he would do this instead of kicking me out, I was the key to his mafia's success. Of course Derek Pentova, Orion's father wanted to take it for himself but never went after me knowing what I meant to Orion. Yet my father was still scared shitless. Derek is a better person then my father he just does more dirty work which makes him worse in other peoples eyes.

He's been more of a father then my own.

****Hours later****

Just like father said my one meal had arrived, Mashed potatoes and his left over burger. And a water, I would get another water in the morning.

Thinking about it, my life was worthless. My father would just use me to keep his throne until he passed and then he would make sure I was stuck in this world of mafia. I didn't want that, At least not on his terms. I wanted to have a family and be able to grow old but I would never be able to do that, ever.

I've tried to end it though, Papa caught onto it and locked me in a cell.

The second time a guard caught me just as I was about to slit my throat, He ended up holding me until I told him I wouldn't do it. He was the only friend I had here, Too bad my father killed him after he saw us kissing. I ruined people's lives when they were brought here, The amount of people my father had killed because of me is too high to count. And for all of them, he made me watch.

Sure It's still traumatizing every time, You never really get over it. It stays with you, you just learn how to deal with it better, Without sobbing hysterically.

And i've killed people myself all bad people that might have deserved some torture but no one deserves a death by my father, Or me. He's taught me to be ruthless and never let anyone see my guard down, and no on has. Except Orion.