𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕏 𝕄𝕒𝕝𝕖 ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕆𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤

Bonten Haitani brother X Bonten SMR (A)

Shot after shot, M/n was drinking his life away in some bar he found. This was not how M/n usually was but as of lately he didn't care anymore. He could handle a lot of things, he is a Bonten member after all, but there was one thing that he couldn't take. Lying he hated it he always had even back when he was a child. 

He grew up with parents that did nothing but lie to him. People he met would just lie to him and use him. So growing up he despised lying which is why Mikey likes having him in Bonten. So imagine how he felt when his boyfriends told him they had a mission to do but he knew Mikey gave the three of them some time off. Imagine how he felt as they lied to his face and left, how he is questioning everything now.

"You might want to slow down"

"Why should I?"

"M/n I don't know what's going on but they must have a good reason"

"Bullshit they know how I feel about lying and yet still did it"
Koko sighed as he watched his friend drink his life away but M/n wasn't going to change his mind.

"M/n please don't drink yourself to death cause of them maybe they are doing something for you"

"Yeah like what?"

"Um I...don't know but don't you trust them"

"I did until they lied to me"

"M/n-"

"This isn't even the first time they are always canceling plans and coming back late, Hell Sanzu the drug addict who is always getting in trouble is back before them"
Koko knew M/n was right, lately the Haitanis have been returning late but he was trying to help his friend. He was hoping that there was a good reason for their actions but he couldn't find one.

"I'm sorry"

"Don't be it's not your fault"
M/n downed another shot and was going to ask for another when something caught his attention. His body froze as he looked across the bar and saw his boyfriends flirting and making out with someone else.

"M/n what's wrong?"
Koko looked where M/n was looking and realized why his friend froze. Ran and Rindou both had some bitch on their laps kissing them. Koko looked back at his friend and he saw tears flowing from his eyes. 

Not saying anything M/n left leaving Koko in the bar as he went back to HQ. Walking into the base M/n was still numbed, feeling like he could never trust anyone again.
He stumbled into the living room and sat down still feeling numb.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"
Sanzu who was beside M/n looked at the h/c who was acting like a zombie.

"Hello, you good man?"
Still M/n said nothing but looked at the drugs Sanzu had laid out. Now M/n was not one to do drugs as he lived with parents addicted to it. But at this moment he didn't care he wanted to feel something other than the numbness. Noticing him looking at the drugs Sanzu smirked and put something in M/n's hand.

"Here you look like you need this"
Not asking what it was M/n took it and leaning back waiting for the effect to kick in. Sanzu was surprised that M/n actually took the drug but this made Sanzu smirk. 

Popping a pill in his own mouth then putting another between his lips. Sanzu kissed M/n making him take the random pill he had. M/n's mind was getting fuzzy and his body felt hot he looked at Sanzu who was on his lap.