The Suicidal Story

4.

4 months later.

These past few months have been amazing ,lots has happened to me and I'm so happy right now many changes happened in my life and I'm so glad.
Eden invited me at her church after that conversation we had I learnt more about God I did sit with her for break and I don't regret it.I did go with her to youth services every fridays.It was so much fun when I stood foot there inside even at church too.

Im currently packing my clothes and everything in my suitcase for the camp that Eden invited me to ,I'm so excited to go.

6am.

I wake up and smile to the celing
"This is going to be a great weekend!!" I say jumping around my room like I'm in my own imagination.

After taking a shower I wear warm clothes long jeans and jacket.
I take my suitcase and I check if I didn't leave anything behind.Nothing!

My mom drops me at the parking and the bus parked and some guys checking the tyres.A red car parks by and inside is Eden with a woman driving probably her mom."Well I hope you enjoy dear"my mom says wiping her eyes"Mom are you really crying "I say as I look at her."Stop,no a kiss"she asks and I nod she kisses me on my forehead and I'm glad that she Is getting better now from her addictions.
She helps me take out the suitcase and bag which has my snacks but I have cash just incase.
"Heyy"Eden runs up to me and squeezes me a hug "Hey I can't wait"I say with excitement."yeah me too this is my second year going to this camp!"she says with a grin."Bye mom "we say as we wave to our parent's while they standing watching us walk away to the bus!
We get in the bus and we sit a the two seater together.There are a few others at the back laughing around.

3 hours later.
"Are we almost there"I ask as I wake up from my nap "Yeah almost "she says looking at the sky with a smile.The sunset is shining brightly."I love God's creation its so beautiful,his art"she says in amazement and I smile ,agreeing.

After the Camp✝️

We arrive at the parking where we parked at before."I miss it already"I say as we take our bags."Everyone we are getting off take your bags make sure you don't leave anything behind please ,double check" Miss Ronelle says she is the leader and the one who was with us through out the trip and we met other from other regions and other teenagers too.
I look under my chair and I take my black pen.phew! We get off as everybody has found and got their things.

I knock on the door as Eden's car drives away.My.mom couldn't be able to come fetch me cause she is sick.i hope she is okay. I knock again and I hear footsteps.The door opens and mom appears wearing her robe and wiping her nose ,as soon she sees me she is happy,
"Darling you back"she says giving me a hug.I nod and we in a hug ."So sorry I couldn't be able to fetch u I have back pain stomach ache and starting with flu"she says "It's okay mom,as long I got here safe,go rest mom"I say brushing her shoulder.She smiles with pity"There is pizza in the microwave if you hungry"she says and I get excited one of my favourite fast foods!