Adore you/winona ryder

Cold feet

Quite a big time skip!
So its the day before the wedding and im actually gonna shit myself, am i really ready to get married or did o just do it so she would stay with me.. this is all too much

Im just gonna get some air i thought, i walked towards the backdoor and just sit on the steps outside the house, i felt a presence sit next to me, i look to my right no one i looked to my left David

'Hey kiddo,you okay?' He said staring into my soul. 'Yeah im just a little nervous, i don't know.. i know i proposed but i don't truly feel ready' i said looking back at my feet 'i feel the need to drop everything and run' i laughed softly

'Yeah it gets like that jess,you know what i did on my wedding day' he blankly stared at me, 'how could i forget, you got so stressed you ripped your suit' i smiled at the thought

'Life gets tough sometimes jessie,but you just gotta face the truth, even if its the hardest thing you'll ever do but it always works out for the best' he said staring into space

I stared at him, a tear dripping down my cheek, he looked at me again 'don't cry' he sighed. He opened his arms 'come here' he said, i shuffled towards him, hugging him tightly

'I promise you'll be alright' he said stroking my hair 'i know i will but im just nervous' i said between sniffs 'it gets like that jess you'll be fine trust me' i said squeezing me once more before letting go

'I have to get going, i'll probably see you tomorrow bye' and he got up and left he's being a little weird i thought but shrugged it off

I got up and walked back into the house, until i heard a crash bang wallop from the kitchen, i quickly ran over seeing shattered glass all over the place

'What the fuck' i said seeing a huge rock in the floor, winona  soon ran into the kitchen, messy hair wearing her pjs 'what on earth happened' she said standing in front if the mess

I picked up the rock and saw a note 'really a rock message how pathetic' i spat opening it 'watch your back at your wedding, your mine j' i thought for a second until my eyes went wide and my mouth fell ajar

'What does it say' my lover asked fron behind me, i handed her the note my hands shaking a little, 'do you know who sent this?' I nodded my head slightly 'jessie how many times have i said about getting security!' She raised her voice a little bit

'I just wasnt expecting this' i said my throat went dry, i walked towards the stairs and staggered up them, i felt dizzy, very dizzy, why would he do this? On the day before my wedding.. i thought

I was slowly losing my vision until everything went black and i fell backwards into something hard.

Davids pov:
I was walking up the stairs behind jessie, who was walking so fucking slow. I sighed 'jessie move it on a bit please' i said until she fell into me 'stop being an idiot jessie get up' i said
'Jessie??' I shook her a little but she didnt move

'Shit' i muttered picking her up and rushing back down the stairs, i placed her on the sofa, made sure winona was with her when she woke up. This hasn't happened since we was young whats going on with her

Jessies pov:
I woke up the next morning, it was pretty much the crack of dawn, i checked my phone seeing it was 2AM, i sat up a little
Looking to my right, not seeing my fiancé

Where is she i thought, i rubbed my eyes and climbed out of bed

I walked down the stairs and heard soft humming and saw a light coming from the kitchen, i let my thoughts get the better of me and i decided to see who it was

I poked me head round the corner seeing her, and apron on and the kitchen was an absolute mess, i giggled 'you never were a clean cooker' i said deciding go make my presence known

She jumped a little clearly not knowing i was there, she turned around smiling, flour all over her face and pjs
'What on earth are you doing' my smile grew

'Well i was going to surprise you with breakfast in bed but i suppose thats not going to happen' she said, her cheeks going red, she was getting shy!

You're actually so adorable you know that' i laughed walking over to her, making sure i dont stand in anything gross,
'Well some would say i am quite cute' she smiled, twiddling her thumbs

'Nervous?' I said, she let out a huge sigh of relief 'yeah very' she said closing her eyes briefly, 'i just wasnt everything to be perfect tomorrow, i just feel a but stressed' she said looking at the floor

'Hey' i said cupping her cheek 'thats normal, i promise even if something really bad happens tomorrow im marrying you no matter what.' I said staring into her eyes

'How are you feeling' she said placing her hand on mine
'Better, that message on the rock frightened me a little but im better now i promise' i said, i kissed her on the cheek
'Now what are you even making' i smiled again

'Well it was pancakes but now it seems to just be glop..' she said playing with the mixture, grimacing at the sight of it.
I giggled, 'lets clean up and we can start again yes?' I said starting to clean up all the floor flour

She stared at me, a soft smile on her face 'what?' I asked staring back at her 'i love you' she said, i smiled 'i love you more', her smile grew when i said that, her face tinting red
She grabbed the broom and started sweeping up the stuff on the floor

A few minutes later
'Okay, lets restart' i said. I grabbed the flour and put some into the bowl, 'can you pass the milk please'i said, she poured some in the bowl for me, i started mixing it up

'Right this is good consistency' i said, i poured it into a jug and put some on the frying pan 'see, no mess' i said grabbing her hand 'how did you even get it to messy anyways?' I asked her

'Well first i dropped the flour because i had oily hands, then the butter fell off the knife and i stood in it, and then i spilt some milk on the floor as well' she said looking around the clean kitchen

'God how messy can you be' i laughed, i placed my head on her shoulder while she flipped the pancakes,'im no good without you' she chuckled while placing the made pancakes on a plate

I poked my head around the corner checking the time 3:30
'Jeez its half 3 im going to bed love' i said turning around to look at her seriously?! She was sat at the breakfast bar head in her arms asleep

I smiled, i walked up to her lifting her into my arms, her head lolled back a little making her jump awake, she smiled seeing me carrying her, her arms went around my neck and her head went into my neck

I smiled i am definitely ready..
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Hi my lovelies im sorry it took so long to update i apologise.

School has been quite a time abuser and ive really been focusing on my family and school work, ive also recently lost a few close friends which was very upsetting but i have other friends to be around!!

I promise when the sumner holidays roll around i will 100% upload more for you guys i promise!!

Lotta love-leah <3
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