Episode 9

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Hello my readers .... I'm back after a long time. Sorry for being not active. I tried my best to overcome the lose but seems like I have to learn to live with that void . February 18 , Saturday  was mahashivratri, and I decided to do the char prahar Puja . It's a real thing, you will feel the power. I had never thought that I could do that but I did . The puja ended next morning. I didn't had any solid food for more than 24 hours, I turned physically week but I was excited to get ready again. Last year I lost my dad's elder cousin brother, there's a puja and a family get together held in the occasion of his first death anniversary on that Sunday. We went there and meet everyone. And most importantly I meet with my bade papa and badi maa . I saw him in death bed . I knew that he was not well , even when he got hospitalized my parents informed me, they told me that he is doing good. ( My family never takes me to hospital, I get scared) The last time I saw my bade papa, he was almost fine , though he had health issues but never seemed to lose against his illness. It was almost a year ago. After that I never got chance to meet him . I had never thought in my life I will saw him in death bed that too soon. 19th February, when I met him, I was speechless 😶. He even drank water from my hand. He badly wanted to meet me. He was told that Sunday Mou will meet you. He never had a good relationship with his brothers or cousins but he has always loved his nieces and nephews . He didn't had any girl child. When I was born, everyone was the happiest, for my bad papa , I was his baby girl.

After a while, when I went to him to say bye , I placed my hand over his chest, the heartbeat was extremely slow 💔 . I knew that we have only few days . On our way back I cried silently. I knew that it was our last meeting 💔 . At almost 6 pm , when I was about to say mum that stay strong, we are going to lose him , the phone ranged , papa informed that bade papa left us moments after we left.

It took me almost a hour to pen down all this. I am always tagged as emotionless, but only l know how much I have cried for him . Even I'm still. I had never cried throughout the funeral ceremony, which wents for 13 days. It's been 4 months, there's no day when I don't miss him . During this time when I needed support, my boyfriend left my side, he thought it's so normal. But the fact was his girl lost her actual father .

Witnessing my bade papa on his death bed was a huge shock, it would take me few weeks to overcome but to my bad luck, I got the most terrifying shock of my life within hours. From which I still can't overcome.

And talking about my boyfriend, we had an unofficially breakup. It's said that when the boy loves the most, only then the relationship turns out to be marriage. This time I definitely got a person who is hell scared to lose me, who's main tension is our future.

And one more thing, I have a little furry ( white spitz )sister. A month ago she bit me and I had to take 5 injections 🙂 . For her I can take countless injections .

Thank you Sona ( Sona863 ) for suggesting me to speak up .

Now coming back to the episode......

"Chalo aaj ye confusion bhi dur kar dete hai... You got married to Riddhima Bose . But actual mein Riddhima Bose naam ki koi ladki exist hi nahi karti ... Jo exist karti hai wo tumahare samne hai Maharani Mahira Dushyant Singh Sisodiya... Hum dono ki kabhi shaadi hui nahi thi ... To kaisa jamai..... Tum bhul chuke ho ki main kon hoon , mere paas power bhi hai aur skills bhi hai... Jab main kuch karungi to full proof plan ke sath hi karungi nah ....

Agar tum Vansh Rai Singhania ho to yaad rakhho main bhi koi chui mui nahi hoon . Main Mahira Dushyant Singh Sisodiya hoon . Hawa mein maat uro ki maine tumhe mere coronation pe invite kiya . Tumahara company ghate mein chal raha hai to tum to invitation criteria bhi pure nahi kar sakte . Wo to maine tumhe ek baar promise kiya tha ki mere coronation day pe tumhe invite karungi. "

" You didn't " Vansh stated.

" She did " Samrat entered the scene.

" Jab aap dono Sindhudurg tour pe the tab Rani Sa ne apse promise kiya tha ki wo apko zarur bulayengi.

Yaad hai tab ek warehouse mein aag lag gayi thi , aur wahan se kuch adhe jale dead bodies mili thi ... Wo aag lagi nahi thi , Rani Sa ne lagai thi . Jab Rani Sa phone lene wapas museum mein gayi tab laut te wakt kuch gundo ne unko kidnap karliya , phir us warehouse mein le ja kar unki rape karne ki koshish ki , par wo log tik nahi paye Rani Sa ke samne . Rani Sa ne sab ko mar diya aur warehouse ko aag laga diya "

" Times up. " Riddhima interrupted
" Mujhe abhi office bhi jana hai, Sam let's go.
Bhai Sa hum aake baat karenge is bareme . "

" Beta I need explanations "stated Kabir .

"I will Bhai Sa , filhaal abhi mujhe office bhi nikal na hai, And Mr Rai Singhania, aap ka ho gaya ho to leave. " Riddhima replied.

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Later that evening

"Hmmmmmm " Kabir replied.

"I'm sorry Bhai Sa, mujhe aapko inform karna chahiye tha. " Riddhima pleaded .

" It's ok Beta , I know you are capable, bass ek baar inform kar diya kar " Kabir said .

"Next time se karungi " Riddhima replied.

" Dekh , hum tujhe bohot bar khote khote bache hain , 2 bar tu khud maut k muh mein chali gayi thi, is family ne , maine, bohot logo ko khoya hai, phir se affort  nahi kar sakte , tujhe samajh na hoga ki teri life hum logo ke liye important hai, tu jaan hai hum sab ki. Aaise stunt nahi karna hai okk ?? " Kabir tried to make her understand.

" Ji Bhai, aab se dhyan rakhungi " Riddhu replied.

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Next day Riddhima took a day off from work . Yesterday Kabir told her to spend some family time.

"Moti , ghee pas kar " Riddhima said to Ishaani.

" Yaar hum kitne dino baad aaise breakfast kar rahe hain" Ishaani expressed her joy .

"Aaj tu sirf Mahira hai , apne kam , responsibility sab vul ja .... " Said Ishaani.

"As you wish madam " replied Mahira.

They spent the day together, after a long time Riddhima spending some free time. She was carefree all the time.



*That's all for today . I don't feel writing nowadays 💔. There will be small updates, I'm so sorry for that. Alot is happening in my life right now and I am feeling like quitting everything 😞.

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