As I told you before life was always full of surprises When I reached 11th and 12th grade my life had a rollercoaster of emotions
When I was 16 years old that is after my 10th grade I moved to another place. a whole different country with different cultures and different people.
I joined a boarding school and had to stay there till my 12th grade was over. staying there made me realize so many things about life .....the hardships, different people and so many things.
in boarding since there weren't many people back then in 11th grade all the girls including me got so close in a fraction of a day. for all of us, it was our first boarding experience. the fact that all of us are so different from each other makes it even more interesting.
but that didn't mean we won't have problems. that 1st year of boarding life was amazing. we all became each other's family.
fun fact: boys' boarding was right opposite to ours .......and we had mess and playtime all at the same time ......also just went out of our room so we could see them.... which made it way more fun
I'm the type of person who's all simple and happy all the time. I've never got mad at anyone in my boarding or school. but that didn't necessarily mean I didn't get angry. the number of times I've felt lonely and unfairly treated is uncountable (idk if that's a word)
People might not even know I'm mad at them, but one day if I do get mad at them they start to be sulky.... that's what I get for reacting according to my emotions.
That's why I hated this place People would get sulky and angry for even the smallest things ....... especially when it is the only person ur close to it's hard.
I wouldn't say I've never fought with my friends......I have .....after coming here that is ........and at last I should be the one apologizing after everything. that makes me feel so low and unfair.
I once broke down in the bathroom cuz I couldn't handle it at all. the fact that I'm lonely the fact that I felt left out all made it hard.
but obviously, I never let anyone know about this. cuz I want people to see me like how I am .... smiley and happy person.
I know it might sound weird, but it's not ...because I'm like this, I find happiness even in the smallest things
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