The Demons In My Head || Bucky Barnes

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"Are you Ready y/n?" "Yeah one second" i yelled from my room. 2 days ago my mom died and now i have to live with my dad. His name is Tony Stark. He had told me about some sort of group called the Avengers that he is a member of. I was going to live with him. I will tell you something about myself. I'm 23 years old  and yes i still live with my dad. Why? I haven't always had it easy. I was kidnapped by HYDRA and totally changed because of it. I have become insecure, don't trust people easily and my mental health has deteriorated. I often still have nightmares. I'm in a depression right now and that doesn't make it any better. My social anxiety is also very bad. All because of HYDRA.

"Y/n come on are you Ready?" "Im coming" i walked down to the living room and saw my dad. "Im scared dad" "you don't have to be afraid, they are all super nice really" i looked down to the floor. "I'm proud of you y/n i want you to know that" he said while giving me a hug. He and my mom were the only one who were there for me in my situation. We walked to his car when i saw 2 sitting in the car. "Oy Stark you're slow man" "shut up Rogers" he put my stuff in the trunk and walked towards me. "Who are they?" "That little boy is Steve Rogers and that is Natasha romannoff, you can sit beside me, guys this is my Daughter
y/n be nice please and behave yourself" He started driving when Natasha held out her hand. "I'm Natasha but you can call me Nat, if you need help with something or someone you can always come to me" "thank you Nat"

We drove another half hour until we arrived. I stepped out of the car and took my stuff out of the car. We walked to the big building and at the same time Natasha told about all the people. They all seem very nice. We walked into the big building and i heard all people talk. "Oy guys" said Tony. "I want to meet her first go away Loki!" "Sam is more important Thor!" i got behind tony when i really started to feel fear. "Sit down please i will introduce you to her" they all rushed to the couch. "It's okay darling their just excited" i smiled a bit and followed him to the couch. "Before we start does anyone know where James is? Nat can you look in his room?" She walked away and after 10 minutes she came back without a other person. "Hes coming" "allright guys this is y/n shes my daughter and she will live her too" "well like he said im Y/n and im 21 years old" I introduced myself a little bit after which Tony wanted to introduce the others. They all wanted to introduce themselves instead of Tony.

While everyone was introducing a man dressed in black and a metal arm walked into the room. "I'm sorry i'm late" Tony looked happy at him. "This is my daughter and she will be living here so be nice to her, sit down please" he found a place on the couch and also sat down. "If you're in the middle, you can introduce yourself" "well i'm James Bucky Barnes but Everyone calls me Bucky so yeah" "im
Y/n nice to meet you" he just stared coldly into the room. Everyone was talking to eachother when A man with blonde hair walked to me. "Heyy how are you?" "Im good you're Thor right?" "Yes i am, youre already learning the names huh?" I nodded to him. "Do you have any brothers or sisters?" "Yeah Loki is my half brother" "he seems nice" "he is but he can shapeshift and other things so you have to be a little carefull around him" i talked a lot with him about many things.

After a while Tony started to talk again. "Bucky can you show y/n where her room is?" He stood up and looked at me. "I can carry your things, come on" he picked up my things and brought them to my room. "Here it is" i walked into my room and it felt comfortable. "Thank you for carrying my stuff and showing my room" "no problem" after that he walked back to the others. He wasn't like them. He hardly smiled and was much quieter. She didn't know what to think of him. He was different. The others welcomed her very well and she felt right at home with them but with him. She didn't feel at home with him and she didn't trust him at all. she began to trust the rest more and more, but not completely.

"Nat, is Bucky always like this?" "with unknown people yes it takes him a long time before he really likes you. He always stares, even with us. And yes he smiles quite a bit I don't know why" "I dont like him" "it's okay i had it to with him when he came here" i smiled at her. "So do you like it? Are they nice to you?" "Yeah but i dont like Bucky" "i heard your conversation with nat and what she says is true" i gave him a hug and held it for a few seconds. "Its better if you go sleep Honey" "I love you dad" "i love you to" i said everyone goodnight and went to my room. It was a nice but stressfull day. I was almost asleap when i heard someone knocking on my door. They open the door and you see that its Bucky. "I had to give this from Tony" he gave me a little bear with my name on it. A tear rolled down my face when i saw it. "Thank you" "no problem and dont cry you're safe with them" he walked out of my room. This was the last thing my mother gave me before she died. I wiped away my tears and got to sleep.